So as hopefully all of you know (my friends anyway), I have moved to Colorado. Things are getting rough for me, and it's a lot worse because I don't have any of you by my side. I miss a lot of you guys that went to Carlsbad as well, because even though we aren't very close anymore, I still miss the smiles we shared and the people we annoyed together. I also miss a lot of people that don't have a wattpad account, but I'm gonna list them anyway. People I miss from Sage: Pixel, Blue, Vincent, Torrey, Abby, Bella, Justin, Max, Tiffany, Olivia+Emily, Fred, Rishi, Colton, and a couple more I'm sure I'm forgetting, considering our group was fucking gigantic. People I miss from CHS: Hannie, Riley, Briza, Pebble, Zoe, Cheyenne, Casey, Michael+Angela, and I miss what use to be with Brent, Shyann, and Carly. Now I hate two of those people. I don't blame you, Shyann, because you must be going through some real fuckin shit to have done what you did. I forgive you. However, Brent and Carly, I actually want to staple your eyeballs to the ceiling and leave you hanging there while I shove boxes of cheerios up your assholes :). People I miss from other schools: Ashley, Gia, Halley, Cassidy, my old old friend Hunter, Maddie, and I miss what used to be with my old friend Kierra. I won't go into that though.
I remember hugging Pixel until she couldn't breathe, walking home with Blue by my side. My screams of joy when Vincent and Torrey handed me Sherlock shirts for Christmas. Sitting on the bench with Abby and Bella during PE because I was too lazy to run laps, and my teacher didn't care. I remember Max high-fiving me almost every day when we passed each other on my way to English class. I miss throwing grapes across the courtyard at people I barely knew with Tiff, Olivia, and Emily. I miss Sharp Shawn and Fancy Fred Fridays, and Colton's constant smile. And as weird as it sounds I miss Rishi's consistent teasing. And one of my fondest memories is from about a month ago. I asked a guy to dance at my school's Winter Formal on my last night living in Carlsbad. He had been flirting with me all year, and then he said no in one of the rudest ways possible. I was crying and my friend Justin came up and asked me what happened. I told him, and he pulled me up, took my hand, and we set out to find him. Justin and I periodically ran by the kid that rejected me, and we were holding hands and laughing. I remember the kid's face, which was fan-fucking-tastic. He was like, "Well shit." XD For the rest of the night I tried to get over it, dancing with Hannah, Gia, Torrey, Tessa, Justin, and a couple others by my side. Justin even twerked on the mean kid. Justin is tall and the other kid is short (don't judge meh) so um ya that was great!
In middle school, during PE one day, the boys and girls were running the mile seperately. Riley, Briza, Shyann, and I started sca-reamiiinnng "FEW TIMES I'VE BEEN AROUND THAT TRACK SO IT'S NOT JUST GONNA HAPPEN LIKE THAT CAUSE I AIN'T NO HOLLABACK GIIIIRRRLLL I AIN'T NO HOLLACK GIRL!" every time a boy ran by. Our teacher, Mr. O'Briant, was just kinda staring at us like "Uuuum what." Until he joined in. It was one of my favorite middle school memories, and it couldn't have happened without you guys. I miss Halley, my fellow Brogre. I'm pretty sure that when we go out in public people think there is legitimately something wrong with us. The truth? There is EVERYTHING wrong with us XD Our form of communication is 50% making fun of each other, 49% hating on the same things/people 1% having actual conversation, and 110% making weird faces and noises. We have known each other for eight years, and we understand that some things are still best left unsaid. Although she refuses to accept it, she is a gorgeous girl inside and out, and she is so strong. We can never stay mad at each other, because we are brogres 5 life. We are sad pathetic freaks but that's ok because otherwise we would never hang out with each other, and we are an awesome pair.
I miss fangirling with Pebble about our evil Peter Pan and our forever beloved Benedict Cumberbatch. Cassidy and Hunter are both very old friends, and I'd prefer to keep those memories to myself if ya don't mind. I miss pretending to be Gallagher Girls with Maddie and Kierra, running around the school trying to find each other. OH! I forgot about Davonne! How could I, CHRIST???!!! LOLZEBRAATTACK!!! He moved to San Francisco, and I miss him so much. I feel like, after three years, we could see each other again and it wouldn't be awkward or anything and we could pick up where we left off.
Gia and Ashley, you guys know how I feel, based off the things I've already written to you guys. But I do miss English class, Ashley, bothering you and marveling at your drawings. And math, Gia, where your 2s look like Zs and you had to ask for help every two seconds XD.
Hannah, remember when we went to the mall and you told me Ariel was your favorite Disney princess so I went into HotTopic and bought you a whole bunch of Ariel stuff? Your face was priceless! You're gorgeous, smart, funny, talented, sweet, and super stubborn! I miss you and your contagious smile, and knowing that I was one of the few people who could make you feel better when you were going through something rough. There are some people I have not "reminisced" about, and I don't want to. Memories to one's self and such. But I just wanted you guys to know that I love you and that I miss all of our crazy shit. And if I didn't write very much about you, that doesn't mean I don't love you just as much as the others, it just means that I don't have very much that I WANT to write about you. Farewell my friends!
