Inside of me

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Somewhere deep inside
Where I can't hide
The darkness calls
The light keeps fading away
All my hopes and dreams
All my loss and pain
It calls out begging to be free
So I turn away from all I know
And give into my hate I know

This is bound to be one hell of a show
I hate myself I hate you I hate the world I hate the problems
You can say I'm cynical you can lie and say I'm fine
You can lose all that faith
You can rip it all away
But you'll never know my rage
What I hide inside myself
The darkness the hate and the devil himself
I'm a monster it's a thrill because I hate it all and always will
Face the facts I ain't coming back
Torn to shreds
I'm broken
So broken
Alive or dead
Burning drowning
Memory
What the hell is left
Why keep it bottled up anymore
After all I'm already done for
A demon a monster a crazy one too
So come on and take your mask off too
Let me see what beast resides show me the hate you keep inside
Inside of me there's a beast you see
A smile on my face and a bloodlust inside
I'll make the world burn
Send it all to hell and forced it to kneel
So now that you know
What's under my mask
You want to remember
No you want me to pass
Away I fell
Down in my head space filled with every tear I've shed
But they float all around
Red
Red
Red
Inside my head
All I see is the red of dead
Worthless
Broken
Shattered
Hell I'm not sure I'll make it back
What's left to do
Yea me too
The voices calm as your blood drops from my palm
Now I see
I'm just a beast
Inside I hide
From what I am
Falling into a pattern
Scared of myself
I start to see red
I lose it again
I'll be the beast if it means
My pain ends up dead

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