sweet sorrow- o. miya x reader x k. akaashi

42

tuesday 10:45 am

i've been ignoring everyone.
i couldn't even look osamu in
his eyes this morning. he was
a reason for all of this, but i also
know if i looked him in the eyes
i would start crying.

i've yet to delete him off my social
media. he hasn't either.

our english teacher was away
this block so our class was silently
working. on the other hand, i've
been zoning out.

i hear squeals from the girls,
i knew who entered the room.
i rest my head down on the desk,
my arms around.

atsumu
what's up you have no teacher?

i stayed silent.

osamu
leave her alone she's probably
tired

suna
you left early and didn't come
back? you okay?

those voices, taking me back
to memories. a tear rolls down
my face. luckily they can't see
due to my arms blocking them.

atsumu
no reply? i guess i have to
now.

he pushed my head off the
table, making me look up at
him. he takes my body from
the hair and puts it over his
shoulder.

suna
oh god

atsumu
what?

suna looks at me directly
into my teary eyes. i shake
my head no to make it shut
up.

suna
uh nothing anyways our
class has free block. atsumu
is just on a bathroom break
to skip.

we brings me to the roof
top. he sets me down to sit.

i turn my head, i don't want
to look at them. i don't want to
look at him.

y/n
just um

i bite my lip, voice breaking.
it was the first time i've talked all
today.

y/n
i'll take my leave.

i get up and walk away, their
eyes darting my figure move.

osamu
is she okay?

suna
she was crying.

atsumu
something happened when
she left early

suna
we should tell kita-san

osamu
we still have a little bit
until lunch time. she'll
sit with us, right?

the two boys shrug.

———

lunch time came, and
i guess one of the boys had
told shin. i could see shinsuke's
body walking towards my class.

the classroom was empty,
everyone was out with friends
for lunch or out for their club.

kita
what's wrong?

y/n
nothing i'm completely okay

kita
osamu told me you were
crying

y/n
that asshole

kita
so? are you going to tell me?

y/n
no.

kita
than look me in the eyes
and say that

i turn my eyes to look
at him. something in
me hesitated to say no.
but i did it anyways

y/n
i am completely okay

school can be like the court.
emotions don't have to be
involved.

kita
alright than let's go up to
the roof top

y/n
no i think i'll stay here

kita
no since you're completely
fine let's go up.

y/n
fine.

we walk to see the boys
laughing. they instantly
stop when they see me.

atsumu
see i knew she would come

osamu
here eat this

i look at him. my eyes
about to water. i blink it
off.

y/n
oh um i ate already

because i did. i knew they
would want me here, i ate
my fruit sandwich during
free period.

all the boys were having
their own conversation.
the laughter filled the roof
top. all these people yet
i feel so alone.

y/n
we broke up

i mumble

osamu
what did you say y/n?

my heart breaking at his
voice.

i look up at everyone who
was staring at me.

y/n
we broke up.