"𝐢 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐰𝐢𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐦𝐲𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐢 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭"
enemies to lovers
love triangle with akaashi?
slow burn
fem reader with she/her pronouns
i don't own anything but y/n my oc's...
waking up at 11 in the morning. i looked like a complete mess, from crying all night. i look at myself in the mirror,
y/n you are a bad bitch so act like it.
i decided to give myself a self care day, well with yui of course. she was going to come over at 2:30 when her school ends. she goes to itchiyama, and is the manager. glad to say i could see her when we have a training camp.
i put a bit of makeup on, getting myself all dressed up nice. i leave my hair down.
i walk downstairs to be greeted by bear, i hug him.
dad was out for work i guessed, by the looks of him not being here. i just sit down on my couch and read a book, bear snuggling on my lap.
i think this self care day is going well.
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later on yui had come over to my house. she was dressed up nicely.
yui what's up whore ready for a self care day fucker
y/n you know it
yui you dressed up nice for once i'm so used to your sweats and slides
we laugh getting in her car.
she was driving us to an empty field that she found.
yui personally i think we could have a picnic here but i have no food.
y/n we definitely have to come here again
yui here wait
she starts playing music
yui now let it all out, it's just us
we start signing at the top of our lungs the lyrics to stuck on you by giveon.
y/n WAITING FOR YOU EVEN HOW TO TREAT ME
yui YOURE MY BABY EVEN HOW HOW YOU TREAT ME
y/n MAYBE IM THE ONE TO BLAME
yui MAYBE IM THE CAUSE OF THE PAIN
y/n WAITING FOR YOU EVEN HOW YOU TREAT ME
yui YOURE MY BABY EVEN WHEN YOU LEAVE ME
y/n and yui MAYBE IM THE PROBLEM AND THE ONE THATS CAUSING ALL OF THIS
y/n can't say i love you no more, cause my friends will judge me for sure.
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after letting all my emotions out with screaming i felt better. it was therapeutic in a way.
yui we're going to eat now get in the car
we hop into her car, i take a few pictures. arriving at this cute cafe.
waitress what would you like to or- hi baby
yui hi aiko baby how are you?
aiko i'm good and you're y/n right? yui talks about you all the time.
y/n hi aiko-san you're so pretty
aiko oh please no honorifics they're too formal for me. anyways what would you like to order?
y/n just an iced matcha latte extra sweet please
yui iced coffee and 5 assorted ice cream mochi
we smile at her
y/n she's nice i like her a lot
yui you know, you would think she would be so confident from just looking at her. but she's so insecure. i don't get how an amazing girl like her was bullied for her sexuality. fuck and she's moving soon. i'd just love if she saw herself in my point of view
y/n what does it mean when your heart flutters when you're around someone?
yui you like them. why? you moving on from akaashi so fast?
y/n no i just. i don't know. i haven't felt them in a long time, but i think i have, i was just ignoring them.
yui do you still love akaashi?
y/n he's not someone you just give up on. deep down i still hope he misses me. is that selfish?
yui if it hurts you, it hurts you. you have to let everything go. moving on is something that takes time.
y/n but do i want to move on?
yui i dont know, that's for you to decide. but remember, moving on is also letting people in.
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