Dad is a Russian descent. He is a billionaire. He is feared by many in the corporate world but he is a good father. Anim kaming magkakapatid. Si kuya Thirdy ang panganay, sumunod si ate Niña, then si Nicolai, tapos ako, ang bunso ay si Nathan. Nico had a twin brother who died when we were very young that makes us six. I don't know if we have siblings pa pero sa ngayon ay wala pa namang dumadagdag. Maraming nagsasabi na babaero daw ang daddy pero hindi naman siya nag-uuwi ng babae sa bahay namin. Nag-uuwi siya ng bata pero babae hindi. We were raised by filipino nannies because dad can't be with us all time and he wanted our nannies to be filipino because he admired them for being caring. Kahit kailan ay hindi ko kinamuhian si daddy. I know that he can be ruthless but he's good to us. Kahit naman iyong mga kapatid ko ay walang hinanakit sa daddy kahit na siya iyong pumili ng kurso naming lahat sa college. Hindi naman din nakikialam si daddy bukod doon pero ngayon na may bakla siyang anak, i'm curious how he'd react.
Nathan is not answering any of my calls and texts. When I went home last night, he was already in his room and refused to go out. I didn't know if he was sleeping or what but I did not push it as I tried to understand his situation. I'm sure, even if I successfully prevented what would have been a painful rejection, he still felt bad.
Maybe he needs time to process everything and soon he'll talk to me about his gender orientation. Siguro ay nahihiya siya o natatakot pero hindi naman kaso iyon sa akin. I mean, I am still shookt but I know better than to judge him for what he is. It's the 21st century, it's about time for people to realize and accept that there isn't just adam and eve anymore.
"Hey! Guess what I have with me?" Biglang sumulpot si Benj sa tabi ko at inakbayan ako. Mahilig talaga mang-akbay si Benny or more like mampatong ng kamay dahil matangkad talaga sya. He could have passed in the school's varsity but he didn't like sports and he's busy being an influencer. Mukha naman siyang masaya na sa buhay nya.
"Uhmm me?" Kunot noong sagot ko dahil wala naman akong maisip.
"Gaga! You're such a party pooper sometimes."
"Ee bat hindi mo nalang kasi sabihin. Parang tanga to!"
He playfully smacked my head. "You'll definitely like this. C'mon! Just take a guess"
Pinanliitan ko siya ng mata. "You better make sure that this is worth smacking me in the head."
Mukhang napikon na si Benj at hindi na nakapaghintay sa sobrang excitement.
"Gosh! Why don't you just simply take a guess and we're done! Anyways, I have your boy's name."
Nanlaki ang mga mata ko at sa sobrang tuwa ay baka ilibre ko pa si Benny ng lunch for the whole week or baka pumayag na akong mag-guest sa next vlog na gagawin nya.
"Leche ka naman ee... Bakit hindi mo nalang agad sinabi... What is it?"
Ngumisi sya at nagtaas-baba ang kilay. I know already what he meant by that. Syempre, may kapalit.
"Oo na. I'll do whatever you want. Just fucking spill it, Benjamin!" May tiwala naman ako sakaniya. He'd just probably ask for a treat or something like guesting in his vlogs.
"Well, my friend... According to a reliable source..."
Sean Miguel Vilasco. I typed it on the search box on facebook and a certain Sean Vilasco topped the list. I tapped his name to see his account and immediately went to his profile. I confirmed that he was really the guy I am looking for from his display picture kahit na hindi ko ito ma-preview dahil nakaprivate.
"See. I'm not lying! May trust issue ka talaga pag dating sa akin"
Hindi ko na pinansin iyong pasaring ni Benj. I stalked Sean a bit and I saw that we have 20 mutual friends. Most are just faces I sometimes see on my newsfeed and some from my University. He only have 265 friends on facebook while I have a thousand or more. Other than that wala ng iooffer na maganda para saakin iyong profile nya. His last post was 3 years ago and it was a just picture of a dog. As much as I love dogs, I don't think this post can help me come up with anything.
