REGULUS POV:
Regulus never liked being alone. That's why he was so so mad at his brother after he left him alone."I'll protect you my ass" Regulus said to himself. He still couldn't believe Sirius left him alone. The curly haired boy still remembered how betrayed and left alone he felt, when he woke up trying to find his older brother, only to find out that he left. Left him alone. In this hell hole. But Regulus knew why Sirius decided to leave him alone.
"It's becouse you are too young. Plus, our parents love you and never hurted you. I know your gonna do just fine!" That's what he said the last time they talked. Regulus laughed out in pain.
"Heh, never hurt me huh..." But of course, Sirius never knew that his parents hurted him a lot. Like a lot a lot. And for what? Even after he did everything they asked, never talked back and was always the perfect son, they beat him to let their anger out. Anger towards his own brother. But Regulus still didn't say anything. To noone. Who would he tell it to anyways? He had no friends, the only person he got along with was Andromeda. And even knowing that very well, Andy still left. Yet again Regulus couldn't be mad at her. He would do anything to get out of here too but... he still cared. Still cared for his parents. Even after they did all this to him.
"You fucking idiot" Regulus said to himself. He looked at the mirror. He looked at his scrawny self, covered in blood, bruises and cuts. Old ones and new ones. He looked at the blood flowing down the sink.
"Hah, look where I ended up dear brother. And as if they don't hurt me enough..." He cleaned the deep scars that were covering his body.
"... I still hurt myself even more" as he said that, he took his butterfly knife and carefully cleaned the dried blood off of it.
After that, Regulus used a bunch of healing charms, and then some covering charms to hide his scars. He has been doing that ever since he knew his own name. He's been doing for that years so he'd hide them from Sirius.
A/N: on the other hand, Sirius was... happy... but he missed and regretted leaving his lil brother..
SIRIUS POV:
"UGH!! JAMIE WHY DID I DO THIS!?!?". Sirius was complaining about leaving even though it was one of his best decisions he had ever made."Siri, dear, we went through this. A lot of times. Plus i don't even get it.. You left your abusive parents, what is there bad about it?". Yeah,Sirius never told James about having a brother. Why? Because, you know James. He would freak out immedeatly if he knew Sirius left a 13 year old boy alone with those monsters Sirius calls parents.
"Youre right Prongs, sorry I'm just scared they'll hurt you or your family". Another lie. The dark haired boy knew his so called parents never cared for him. But he was too scared to tell James about Regulus.
"Okay, I'm tired of this topic Pads... So, uh I need to say something". Somethings wrong- why is James so serious?
"Yeah, what is it Prongsie?? You know you can tell me anything" he carefully said.
"Apparently I'm pansexual and not in love with Lily Evans anymore. And before you ask, yes I got over her" Sirius blinked once. Twice. After a minute or two he screamed.
"whAT?!? SINCE WHEN- HOW- WHAT- WHATS GOING ONNN?!??! Okay explain. Now. Since when, how and everything."
So James explained.
*James' flashback*
James was walking outside with a hufflepuff boy he had met a week ago. His name was Cage, and was really fun to be around... If u don't include the fact that he was a huge flirt, making him blush every so now and then. And that's what made James question his sexuality. Ever since he met Cage, he'd stopped following Evans around. He felt weird around Cage.. Nervous. And since our Jamie is oblivius as fuck he asked Marlene for help.
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"Please James, say you are joking"
"Marlene stoP LAUGHING AT ME! I came here so you can help me not make fun of me."
"Right, right.. James?"
"Hm?"
"You have feeling for him dumbass"
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--*end of flashback*--
Sirius was laughing his ass off. He knew James was... well James. But never really expected him to get over Lily.
"Okay mate your coming out story is just so you" ..more laughing..
"But tell me, what happened to that Cage guy?""Ah, he was nothing more than a little crush, I got over it in like a few weeks. But enough about this now that u know... what's gonna be our first prank for the 5th year at Hogwarts?"
--END of the first chapter!--
A/N: Hey heyy!! I hope you enjoyed this chapter, let me know in the comments if you want more of this!! Also sorry if theres any mistakes, feel free to correct me!!
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FanfictionHEYYY this is my first fanfiction, i hope you enjoy it!! In which, sirius leaves Regulus alone which leads him to depression and with time he meets James and everything is becoming better. !!TRIGGER WARNINGS!! -self harm -abuse -blood (if you know t...