The New Omega (Zainourry) - Paused-

🦋 Butterfly 🦋

"Can I kiss you?"

My breath hitched, I nodded my my head, and he put two fingers under my chin and lifted it up to my eyes met his I fluttered my eyes shut and felt his soft lips touch mine, I didn't know what to do it I let my instincts kick in, his lips started to move, and I followed their lead l, it was calm and sweet, it started to heat up and he licked my bottom lip asking for access which I allowed and out tongues fought for dominance which he quickly won. He grabbed my hips and pulled me on to his hips, I happily obliged, I let out a small moan and deepened the kiss, he slowly pulled away and we rested our foreheads on each other, I tried to catch my breath
"Sorry, I got carried away" he said.

I simply layed my head down in between his shoulder and neck. A sudden wave of thoughts and emotions washed through,

Worthless Omega

No one wants you

Omegas are useless

No one will ever love you

"Lou? Are you okay?" He asked "Don't leave" I say grabbing onto his shirt, I felt clingy I didn't want them to change their minds about me. "Never" he said worryingly "What makes you say that love?" He slowly pulls me up to were I am facing him again, my eyes tearing up slowly, "N-nothing" I say shaking my head, I felt a thumb press the tears out of my face, but it wasn't Liam, I looked up to see Harry kneeling beside the bed. I look around and see the rest of my Alphas standing around me and Liam, "We felt you were upset from downstairs, so we came up as fast as we could" Harry explained "We know something is bothering you, and you aren't telling us, so now we think it's time you told us" Niall said pulling me off of Liam's lap, he turned me around so I was facing the others but curled in his lap, "Do you acutally want me?" I asked I didn't have the strength to look at them so I just started at my hands "Of course we want you, you are the most beautiful smart Omega we have ever met" Harry said climbing in the bed beside me, "You're just saying that so you can get in my pants" I blurted out I know it wasn't true but for some reason a small voice in my head was doubting myself, "Sunflower no we're not, we love you" I look at up shocked, they love me? Fat useless me? How? "You don't have to say it yet, but just know that we love you and all your little things (a/n your welcome ;) "But how, I am just a small little useless Omega who's only purpose is sex" I yelled pushing myself out of Niall's lap.

Third person p.o.v

The Alphas sat there shocked, where had the Omega learned that, here the Omegas were cherished and loved "No your not! Louis look at me" Zayn demanded he hated seeing the Omega think less of himself, here in this pack they were treasured and top priority, "Don't say these things about yourself, you are not useless and you are definitely more than sex, you are the most beautiful Omega I have layed my eyes on, your personality is wonderful I love how you have an attitude and how you wear the cutest outfits, never think low of yourself, we all love you to pieces" He said tears starting to form he has never felt love accept from his mother and sisters which that was just because they were his family.

"R-really?" Louis asked in shock

"Yes really, we love you Louis, you are the best Omega anyone could ask for" Harry said tears filling up his eyes

"I-I love you g-guys too" Louis replied looking down at his hands

"Come here cub" Niall said opening his arms up for a hug.

Louis curled himself into Niall's arms letting out small purrs, he felt safe and at home, soon he felt three other pairs of arms around him. Time passed slowly like it was only him and his Alphas on the face of the earth and no one else.

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Louis POV

"No! Please I didn't mean to! Please I won't do it again!"

I was on the floor in pool of my own blood, right back at the small room i used to be beaten at.

"Shut up! You useless Omega!"

"Please, Stop!" I yelled

"Dad! Please stop!"

Suddenly I felt the airflow stop and I was lifted into the air

"YOU ARE NOT MY SON! MY SON IS AN ALPHA!"

Then I saw it, the knife.

"I should have done this a lone time ago"

Then I saw black

I felt empty

Lonely

Everything came flying back to me

"Louis! Wake up!"

"It's just a dream, cub come on wake up"

I heard voices, but I couldn't I was stuck in the dark room,

"HELP!" I yelled, but nothing happened

My voice was useless, it always was

"Sunflower, hey come on we're here"

Harry.

My eyes snapped opened, there standing in front of was my Alphas. Suddenly everything came rushing back.

"I'm sorry"

(A/N)

Heyyyyy

So sorry for the long wait, school has just been a lot, I had this chapter started for a while I just never finished it, but considering I haven't updated in a while may as well give a small chapter 😜, enjoy, you will get a longer chapter soon.