The New Omega (Zainourry) - Paused-

Family❤️

Louis P.O.V

I was home alone today; all my alphas were either at work or running errands since it was Saturday and that was our grocery day. It has been a couple of days since my heat ended so I was starting to get more energy again, I was bored, and I think I've watched Heartstopper 4 times already, so I decided to go and explore our house. I haven't really gotten a chance since I was usually around one of my alphas, so we just ended up cuddling and watching movies.

I got up from the couch and walked around, I didn't exactly have a plan I just wanted to wander our home by myself for once. After I looked around the entire basement which had a gaming room and movie theatre which I already knew about, our main floor was just the kitchen, dining room and living room. I wandered up the stairs and I finally looked at the photos that hung on the walls, I always knew they were there I just never paid close attention to what was on them.

As I keep looking tears start gathering in my eyes, it was a bunch of family photos. Photos of when my alphas were little, I guess they were friends since like forever. The photos consisted of days spent at the pool or birthday dinners, all of them were one giant family and it warmed my heart. They were all so happy, I wish I had a childhood like that, instead, I got birthed into a pack based on fear and dangers. The photos kept getting newer the alphas growing up slowly the further I went upstairs. They all look really happy; they are great alphas. They were my alphas. I want a family; I mean I have my mom and sisters, but I want a family with my alphas. I've always wanted my own kids, but I don't even know if my alphas want any. I'm scared that they will change their mind about wanting me if I ask if we can have kids.

"We're home!" I hear Harry yell as they come through the door, I didn't even hear the cars come up the driveway. I immediately wiped my tears that managed to escape, took a deep breath, and ran to my alphas.

I tumbled into harry gripping him like my life depended on it, I hate when they are gone for so long, I may be surrounded by my alphas smells all day, but I still miss their voices and faces, it makes me melt inside whenever I see them.

"Aww, I missed you to Sunflower" Harry replied while picking me up, I tucked my head into his neck, he was comfy. He started rocking back and forth with a random song playing from the Alexa in the background. I was so comfy and close to falling asleep that I didn't notice I was purring.

"My little cub, you are the cutest omega out there" Niall exclaimed, I simply purred louder I felt as light as a cloud. "Hey love, you still with us?" Liam asked gently, I simply nodded in response I didn't feel like I was in sub-space, just happy.

I sat up from Harry's neck and looked around, somehow, we ended up on the couch all cuddled together, the TV was on in the background.

"How was your day love?" Liam asked from the side of the couch, "It was really lonely, I missed my alphas," I replied climbing into his lap.

"Aww kitten we missed you too, but we're home now and I smell really delicious food, what's for supper?" Zayn asked. I almost forgot about the food; I was cooking a pork roast in the oven.

"If you guys set up the table you can find out," I said climbing out of Liam's lap.

We made our way to the kitchen; the alphas grabbed the plates and silverware while I grabbed the roast out of the oven. All while doing so, I was trying to come up with the courage to ask the boys if they wanted to start a family, that's what I really want I want to give a child the opportunity to have a way better childhood than I ever did.

We all sat down and began to eat supper, my alphas kept saying how they loved the roast, but I only smiled and nodded. I was too occupied with the whole family question to really acknowledge them, and I think they noticed.

"Little cub what's wrong, you've been awfully quiet all dinner, what's on your mind?" Niall asked, I could hear the concern dripping from his voice.

"I-I'm fine. I just want to ask you a question and I'm really nervous about what you will think" I told them, I didn't like secrets, so I didn't want to hide them from my alphas.

"Sunflower, you can tell us anything, I promise that we won't get upset about anything, you're our omega we will love you no matter what," Harry told me gently, no matter what he says I'm still nervous about asking them.

I took a deep breath and nodded my head, "I want to start a family" I whispered, I wasn't even sure if they heard but the smiles on their faces say they did.

"Trust me when I say we all definitely want to start a family, trust me we do baby, we want so many kids running around." I sighed in relief when Harry said that, but I sensed something else, "But?" "But we want to wait just a little longer to start" I broke. Immediately my alphas were all hugging me.

"Love we simply said we wanted to wait a bit, but that doesn't mean we don't want kids. Shhh, please don't cry love" Liam whispered in my ear.

I'm probably being dramatic, I blame it on the hormones from the heat but for some reason, my mind didn't even register that they still wanted kids.

"Shhh love please don't cry, we hate to see you cry it makes us cry," Liam picked me up so that my legs wrapped around his hips and my face tucked into his neck.

"Sunflower, we want kids trust us we do but we want to wait, we still want to get to know you," Harry piped up from behind Liam.

I nodded my head; I know they wanted kids, but they want to wait and I guess I could wait. But a thought occurred, what if I accidentally became pregnant, would they just throw me out because they weren't ready.

"What's going on inside that head of yours cub?" Niall asked has he rubbed my back gently.

I swallowed the lump in my throat and whispered my thoughts, "What if I became pregnant unexpectedly, I don't want you to throw me out" I whimpered. My Alphas all looked at me with sympathy, I had become really reliable off of my Alphas after my heat and I was still getting used to showing all this vulnerability after so long.

"Kitten, we would never leave you, never. If you were to have our cubs then we accept them with a whole lot of love, our whole hearts would belong to them and you completely just like they already do." Zayn said softly as an effort to not trigger more tears.

Okay, I guess I was going to be okay, but I still want to start a family. Then a lightbulb went off in my head, they probably want me to stop crying so why not come up with a solution to my crying.

I lifted my head in confidence and looked around at all my alphas and spoke up "Do you want me to stop crying?" I asked with a fake sob added at the end, they all nodded quickly.

"I want a dog." I stated simply.

"A dog?" "Are you sure? That's a lot of responsibility" The replies came in.

"I just want to start a family," I faked cried, I really want this dog.

After a couple of quick glances between each other they all sighed, "Sure love, we can get you a dog" Liam respond looking directly at me with a small smile.

"Yay! Thank you, alphas!" I squealed and hugged Liam tightly. Our family is slowly building, and I couldn't be happier.

Hey all, I'm back sorta hehe. Sorry that took forever, but I'm hoping to update more often. Hope you enjoyed the new chapter. Also Harry's new album is AMAZING!!💚

All the love🌈 See you next chapter.