dricki: highschool{ON HOLD}

chapter 10

Nicki pov

I was sitting on my bed just watching judge Judy then all the things that happened yesterday started replaying in my head if that girl is drakes baby mother I'm gonna be hurt because I wanted to be the mother of his children first but I'm not going to take out my anger on that child I'm not going to do anything but love it as if it was my own it kinda is my own because in my world I'm already married to Drake.All this stuff was just driving my crazy I need to talk to someone anyone I don't care so I called mommy I mean that's the best person to talk out my problems to any she know me my whole life

* phone convo *

NM- hello?

N- hi mommy I need someone to talk to bout things

NM- okay baby what wrong

N- a lot....their a good chance that Drake is going to become a father

NM- are you pregnant?did you guys have sex?

N- we did have sex and I'm not talkin about my sex life with you mom, but the baby is not by me

NM- okay.....this is a little crazy..... But I can't say anything because I never been in that problem so.....ok tell me the story

N- ok I'm not going to tell you the whole story because I don't feel like it but ill give you the highlights ok

NM- ok babe

N- so I'm at drake house his door bell rings I got answer it and the girl is standing at the door and she is like I'm his baby mother and I think she is 2 months pregnant and stuff and Drake is like baby tell me she is joking and Drake started getting mad he told me to go to the car so I didn't know what else happened

NM- ok......that was crazy.....if this baby is his and you two are still together the best thing to do is love it like it is your own even if it isn't

N- but mom I wanted to be the first, I'm scared

NM- baby scared of what

N- that if that baby is his that he is going.....to leave me for her

NM- if its true love he will never leave you and you will never leave him.....I think the best thing for you to do is talk to him about it if you are honestly scared

N- ok.....then bye mommy thanks

NM- bye love anything for you

* end of convo *

My mother just gave me really good advice but talking to her make me hungry.I got up out my bed and walked in my closet and put on a pair of black 3 button up uggs and walked downstairs to the pantry I pick out a bag of soft chocolate chip cookies and almond and cranberries and walked back upstairs and sat on my love seat, I was relaxing when I got interrupted by my phone like do these people don't have anything better to do I looked at it and it was ciara calling me

* phone convo *

N- hello

C1- nic its important

N- ok stop freaking out

C1- you need to come to my house like now and remember the party is tonight

N- ok give me like 40 minutes

C1- bye

* end of convo *

After I hung up I dragged myself to the bathroom and took a shower and brushed my teeth after I got out the shower and put on my underwear and bra and wrapped myself in my robe and walked to the closet and picked out pink Victoria secret yoga pants, gray oversized hoodie, and my black uggs after that I walked to the bathroom  and put my frizzy hair in a messy pony tail so the pony tail looked a curly at the end after I was done with that I decided on no makeup I walked out the bathroom and got my phone and keys to the white range and drove to cici's house.