dricki: highschool{ON HOLD}

Chapter 24

Drake POV
after I had left the room and went to Wayne's we talked about what I was supposed with the whole situation and he said say sorry but she hit me first and my mother had thought me well never hit a lady and I never ever touched Nicki like that so I was quite surprised that i had did. I walked back to the room to find it locked so I had to get another key card it's not like I could ask her to open the door because we are in the place where it's like I don't even know what we are and I honestly feel like she puts all her friends before our relationship. After I had went to the lobby and got the key card I walked upstairs instead of taking the elevator I needed time to think when I got to the room i had opened the door and walked strait to the bedroom and laid out face first on the bed, next thing you know I hear footsteps
Nicki- we have to talk
Drake- what!
I could never win with this girl I really can't every thing I do she doesn't like and when I don't do things she doesn't like and then if I cheat on her she's gonna get mad I don't understand and do I need to remind you all that I haven't had sex in a good while and everyone knows I'm a freak and she's not satisfying my needs
Nicki- we need to talk and I'm not taking no for an answer and also we have couples therapy
That got my attention real fast
Drake- why do we need couples therapy
I looked down and her fingers and I didn't see the ring any where on her fingers
Drake- where in hell is your ring....you know what I don't care anymore I'm tired of you and I getting tired of and us
Nicki- so are you breaking up with me because if you are just say it
Drake- I'm saying i need a break
I got up and packed my things and then walked out the room with my suitcase I went to the lobby and asked for another room.
Nicki POV
After he had left I sat on the bed and took it all in I'm not gonna cry it's not gonna solve my problems and I'm gonna fell worst about it after any way so what's the point. I picked up Ava and changed her diaper and then did the same for Armani after I did the Armani woke up and she looked hungry and sad it hurt little but what am I supposed to do I never had a fight this big with him and I've never been on my own with the girls and when ever Drake went to work I always knew he was coming back to help me but now I don't know I honestly dont know what to do. And then she started crying I knew she wanted Drake because she's a daddy's girl and she doesn't really have that connection that me and Ava have even though she was in me for 9 months. I made her a bottle and then I tired to feed her but she didn't want it so I couldn't force her so she started crying louder her face turning red to the point where it's like I'm a bad mom and I can't control my kids.
Nicki- I'm sorry.....I know I'm a bad mommy
After I cuddled her and she calmed down I fed her and she went to sleep. After I made sure everything was ok I walked out the room and to the living room and started packing up our stuff because we leave in the morning, I honestly don't know what I'm supposed to do but I'm just over it I'm over it all. After I was done I called Rihanna and told her to come to my room to watch the girls for a while I got dressed and walked out and told her I would come back in a couple minutes. I then walked down to Chyna's room I knocked on the door and after a couple minutes she opened the door her eyes was red a puffy and she was in the same thing from two days ago.
Chyna- what do you want
Nicki- can I come in
She moved to the side and then walked in I walked in after her and made sure the door was locked behind me
Nicki- why did you do it
Chyna- why did I do what
Nicki- get pregnant purposely and then made my relationship hell
Chyna- I-.....I was just jealous of how you guys always had everything
Nicki- so you did all of that just to prove a point...to be honest your a fool and if you think your little plan is going to work well let me tell you it's not ok my relationship is going to last until death do us part and either way your still a fool with a baby
Chyna- well by the looks of it my plan is already working because your not wearing your ring
Nicki- just make sure you get the hell out of this hotel before I do tomorrow morning
Chyna- or what
Nicki- your gonna regret it and the day you met me
I walked out her room and closer the door behind me and walked to my room I told Rihanna thank you and gave her a kiss on the check after she had left both the girls was asleep I made a pillow fort so they wouldn't roll all over the place while I was in the bathroom. After I was done with my shower I walked out wrapped up in a towel I made sure the girls was still asleep but they were now awake. I hurried and put on my clothes before they got too antsy and want attention after I was done putting on my clothes I turned on the tv to Sofia the first and made them both a bottle I fed Ava first and then Armani after I was done feeding them they both looked at me
Nicki- I know who your looking for....it's ok I know I'm not the best like your dad but I'm gonna try to be until he comes back.........sometimes I think it's all my fault but when I look back it is....why is it that I feel like I'm not the best I begged for you guys to come into this world but I keep feeling like if I had waited a little longer things would at least be better for you guys and you could have both you're parents together and not fighting but I don't regret you guys at all because when he leaves that piece of him doesn't leave and when he's not here you keep me sane so I don't go crazy because he's not here
I felt a warm tear slip down my face as I looked at them
Nicki- you guys look exactly like him but you have my nose....I want to teach you guys how to be strong black women that don't have to depend on a man to get through life even if that man is everything that you have left....and how to protect each other when we are not there to protect you ourselves....besides your father you guys are all I have

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