Attractive [ Jungwon FF ]

Run Away.

11am

Your POV

It was already morning and i didn't last now, until now

I felt Jungwon's arm wrapping it on my waist, my emotions turn to soft again because of him

Last night, all i think about is him.
Yeah... him again.

I don't have right to get jealous or angry to him cause he didn't do anything to me and im not even his girlfriend

I could feel his breathing on my neck, my mind is all him...

I hate this feeling, im hating myself because of this.

He pulled me closer to him and a tear from my left eye dropped...

My mind is a big mess now and i suddenly felt sleepy and i closed my eyes...

Time skip...

5pm

I woke up having a bad headache and i realized that Jungwon is gone already

I tried to stand up straight but i immediately loose my balance, i fell down to the ground and i managed to hold to the table and stand up

I feel myself burning, and getting cold.

I shrugged it and packed some clothes

I put some powder and liptint so that will cover up my pale face

I ate apple and drink some medicine

I forgot to drink pills these days, for easy to sleep and for my periods

I put my pills on my bag and got ready

I locked the doors and find a cab to go to beach

Time skip...

Jungwon's POV

I was worried to Y/n and i can't help but to return to their house

It's almost 6pm now and i arrived in front of their house

I didn't see any lights open and i rushed to get inside

The doors are locked and i tried to call her and keep knocking on the door

I called her brother and he said he didn't know too, he also panicked and he said he'll be here tomorrow morning

I'm really worried now, i went to places she always go and i still didn't found her

I contacted my hyungs and Niki, they said that they didn't see her and they even tried to contact her many times but she didn't reply or answer

It's 8pm now and i need to break in to their house to check

I run to the front door and kick the door, it opened and i saw some of the things here are messy and some of books are in the floor

I got more worried and ran upstairs to her bedroom

I opened it and saw some medicine on the floor and her closet is wide open and messy too

Did she??... Did she Ran away?

I mean from her own home...

All of her things in the room are messy, what happened??

Did something happened??

Your POV

10pm

My parents message me many times these days, they're getting so disappointed and furious about my grades, they wanted me to join more private class than the last time

Honestly im hiding it to others too, i've been taking many private class and reading advance books

My parents called me many times this day and i answered it awhile ago, they were shouting at me and telling me how pathetic i am to have 4 missed mark on my test

I'm always controlled by them, unlike my brother...
He's always at the top, he's kind, he's talented, he's handsome, and he's any kind of ideal type, he can be so perfect in front of everyone

My parents always say that
"I'm so proud of you son"
"We're lucky to have him honey"
"He's flexible, he can do many things that can't other do"

Yeah, im such a loser

I bought a box of Soju and a box of Smirnoff

I don't what to do now, i can't handle anymore now...

My heart is getting weaker and weaker, and sometimes i can breathe properly

I think i can't do this anymore...

I just want to disappear to this world

I'm in the resort now and in the room where i paid for a week

I opened the boxes and the bottles

I drank many bottles and ignoring calls from others

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