part 4

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A/n: in i said i will stop the Story but one of my best friends said i HAVE to keep doing that Story so here it is hahaha

Me and avani were talking

"Do you have a eye on someone" avani said

I mean yeah but what if she dont wanna be my friend anymore

"No..." i said nervous

"Omg whoo"

Avani asked

"I said no" i said quiet as posible

"But you like someone" she said

"Can we not Talk about it" i basiclly yelled

Then it was quiet for a few Minutes

"Im sorry" i said quiet again

"I just dont wanna Talk about it"

She nodded and we talked a long time then she left

I went in my bed and after 2h i finally Fell asleep

In the Night i woke up

From a bad dream about my dad and he said to me that he would never be proud of me

I started crying

I wanted to bring myself Down a bit so i decided to go into my bathroom to  drink some water

But i couldn't

I was to weak

I had a panic attack

"Breath in ... breath out" i said quiet to myself

I couldn't calm Down

I started panicen more

Fuck fuck fuck

I didn't know what to do

"Calm Down nessa" i said to myself

I was crying and shaking

Then the Door swang open

It was

*celia's pov*

I thought about nessa

I couldn't sleep

I decided to go look if she was already sleeping or we can Talk

I love it just to Talk yk

I knew nessa's room where direct next to mine

So i went in there and saw nessa sitting on her floor

She was crying and shaking she hold her heart

I could See she had Problems to breath

She had a panic attack

I went to her and took her hand

"Ok nessa look at my breath ok? Breath in... breath out " i said slowly

*back to your POV *

It was celia

She sat beside me and said things to bring me Down

I slowly started calling Down

I kept my breath still

I couldn't Talk rn

I was focosing that my panic attack went over

"Thank you" i said quiet

Celia smiled at me

"Wanna chill and Talk for a bit" she said

I nodded and smiled too

"So i wanna tell you about me" i said

Celia nodded

"Ok so my dad left when i was 10 two years ago my mom died and then it was just me and my Brother anthony so yeah i got Depression when my mom died but i never told anyone yk i don't really have friends beside avani and i just saw her over ft till today and i didn't want to bother ant yk" i said


She hugged me

I didn't knew i was crying now

"Wanna watch netflix?" She asked

I nodded we layed Down and it was a scary movie so i layed my head on celia's chest

Then i Fell asleep there

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