my Brother's bestie // nessa barrett and celia braud

part 5

The next morning i wake up from
Voices

"Aww they are so cute"

"I ship"

Then i opended my eyes
Everyone stand in my room

Looking at me and celia
Then i remember
I Fell asleep cuddeling with celia

I looked up and celia was still asleep

I smiled

She was cute

"Get out of here or celia will wake up" i said

Everyone looked at me than left

I put my head head back in celia's chest

She was really cute

"Morning" i heard a voice

I saw celia was already awake

"Good morning" i said with a big smile on my face

I smiled

My timer went off

I had to take my meds but i didn't wat to so i just didn't

Ik i should take them but idc

"Im going to get ready" i said while getting up

Then i looked at celia

She was so cute

I went in the shower and out on some chill clothes

I went back in my room and celia already left
Tbh it kinda made me sad
I went Downstairs and to my car

I just drove to Starbucks and then to a Park

I decided to just SIT there and Think

*time skip*

It was already dark so i decided to go back

I knew anthony would be mad at me

*skip the drive*

I knocked at the Door

"Omg nessa... what didyou thought of beeing out that late... yk what just go to your room. I dont want to See you today anymore"  anthony yelled at you

You hat tears in your eyes and just nodded

I went to my room

I had a bad headache so i just lay in my bed

I could See little stars yk

I felt really dizzy

I haven't ate today just trank a Coffee
And i should have took my meds but i dont really wanna be here rn

I just locked my Door

A few people were there

Celia
Avani
Josh and bryce

And a few of the boys

I didn't want to Talk to anyone
I remembered yesterday
Ant dont even See whats going on
He dont know i have Depression
He Dont know i cry myself to sleep almost every Night

I didn't want to Talk to anyone

I just went to sleep