Why'd You Leave Me? {Jungkook Sad FF}

I Hope You Can See Me, Although I Can't See You

Why doesn't Jungkook want me to seek the justice he deserves?

I don't know...

I probably won't know why...

I want to seek justice for him.

If it means for me to seek revenge-

Then so be it...

I don't care if people tell me to let it go.

I will never let it go until I make things right in my eyes.

Even if it means for me to go overboard.

Jungkook...

I hope you're watching over me.

Because I'm doing this for you.

I believe that it's the best thing I can do for you,

After everything we had together

"Do you want to stay over for the night?" Seokjin asked me when he stopped walking.

I looked at Seokjin, then I nodded 

I'm glad I still have some company after what happened tonight.

I don't want to be alone tonight.

I'm glad I have Seokjin still...

Not all is lost.

Am I right?

I hope so.

Or am I just trying to desperately try to fill that empty void that was Jungkook's spot?

I don't know.

There's a lot of things I'm not sure about at this moment.

Regardless, I know one thing for sure.

Jungkook's death wasn't an accident.

And that means for me to take action and show that Jungkook's life won't be a waste.

A life.

Is precious.

No matter who, and what they did.

And Jungkook didn't do anything for his life to be taken away by some assassins.

Jungkook was doing what was right.

Which was to speak up for the problems he believes to be resolved.

But that led for his life to be snatched like a leaf that has fallen off a branch and the leaf was blown away by the winds.

A life is not to be taken.

Not without justice.

Half an hour later...

I arrived at Seokjin's house

I'm surprised that the house doesn't look like it was hit by a tornado.

The whole house is spotless!

Not a single party item on the floor.

"Thank you Seokjin, I really appreciate the offer to stay in your house," I said in a respectful tone.

"No worries. Right now we can both agree on one thing; We really need each other to get through this" Seokjin said, trying to reassure me.

I yawned.

I'm really tired...

Seokjin set up a room for me in the guest room.

I thank Seokjin once again and sunk into deep sleep.

Seokjin looked out the window.

"I'm sorry my dear friend . . .  I should've known about the motorcycle" Seokjin whispered up at the stars.

A pain of guilt hit Seokjin in the heart like just like how a blow to a person's face felt.

Seokjin couldn't forgive himself after what happened

He wouldn't come out of his room

I don't even know what he is doing in his room

An endless list formed in my head of what Seokjin can be doing.

I thought the worst possible outcome.

He could be hurting himself

I try my best to check up on him every day and whenever I get the chance.

I don't want to lose another friend of mine.

I just don't know what I would do if I lost the last person I care about deeply.