Chasing the Void (Magnates Series #3)

Kabanata 33

[Warning: R-18. Read at your own risk.]

Kabanata 33

"D-Draisen!" 

I was squirming when I felt him licking me down there. I can't stay in place so his grip on my thighs tighten as he continue tasting me. Pakiramdam ko wala na ako sa tamang ulirat dahil sa pinaggagawa niya.

"A-Ah!" he sucked it thoroughly, eager to finish everything without leaving a single drop.

"It's pooling out," he said, moving his finger inside as he continue to lick it. "I guess it does feels good, huh?" 

Gusto kong mamatay na lang sa kahihiyan. Hinihiling kong bumalik ang pagiging tahimik niya kesa magsalita siya ng kung ano habang nasa ganitong sitwasyon kami.

"Bakit hindi ka naging vlogger?" hindi na ako nakatiis, pinipigilan ko ang sarili kong umungol. "Ang dami mong sinasa—ah!"

I felt him inserting his tongue inside of me. My hips jerked a bit because of it. He held both my thighs apart to plunged his tongue deeper. Halos mabaliw ako sa sensayong naramdaman.

Seconds later, I felt something building inside me. I moaned out loud again, feeling my whole body convulsed with pleasure. I felt my release for the second time. He licked me clean while I was composing myself with that earth-shattering orgasm.

"Mamamatay na ata ako," hinihingal na sabi ko. 

"We're just starting though," he said, licking his lower lip. He kissed my neck again up to my jaw then he teasingly bit my ear. "I only made you cum twice."

Muli kong tinakpan ang mukha ko dahil hindi ko talaga kinakaya ang mga pinagsasabi niya. I feel like a specimen he's trying his experiments on for a study.

He removed his shirt from the back. I was staring at him while he was doing that. I was in awe on how attractive and erotic he looks upon undressing.

I saw how his muscles flexed while his breathing ragged. He is staring at me with those jet black eyes of him, melting me with just his gaze. 

I can't believe that this is the same man I knew who hated physical touches. Who hates people and doesn't want himself to be involved with anything. 

"I'll ask again," he said, still staring at me. "Do I still have your consent?"

My lips part with his question again. His gaze soften, eyeing me with genuineness and sincerity. Bahagyang namumula ang mukha niya pati ang leeg at dibdib niya. He is still panting, like he's trying so hard to hold back. 

"Matapos ng lahat ng nangyari, nagawa mo pa talagang magtanong." natawa ako kahit na sobrang lakas ng lagabog ng puso ko. "Ano pala 'yong kanina? Trial lang?"

"This is not just having sex..." he muttered. "This is me giving my whole self to you." 

Kinuha niya ang kamay ko at hinalikan iyon nang marahan. Namumungay ang mga mata niyang bumaling sa akin. He was being careful like he treasures me so much. 

"I want you to be sure," he placed my hand on his cheek, nuzzling it. "I honestly want you, but you are free to decline. You have your choice, always." 

Mas lalong bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko. I want to make fun of him for being this too careful, but this side of him makes me so overwhelmed. Parang gusto kong maiyak sa paraan ng pagtrato niya sa'kin.

Huminga ako ng malalim at ngumiti sa kanya.

"Mahal mo ba ako?" I asked.

Nanatili ang tingin niya sa akin na mukhang hindi inaasahan na sasabihin ko iyon ngayon. I looked at him with the same warmth as he's making me feel.