part 5 of finding myself

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I'm trying to look at it as some kind of connection.
If i feel a connection with someone it's definitely gonna be me cause there's nothing stronger than connections right?
Finding a connection with all these people is so depressing since they all seem unsatisfied the whole time like nothing's enough for them.
But i realized something about those people..
I realized that being a human being is not easy at all, everyone is pressuring everyone in some way, always expecting things from them and they just do it because they don't want the situation to be worse than it already is because their brains can't handle anything worse although i can sense they are not okay with all this happening so they stay quite and so sad the whole time.
There's something creeping inside of me sending me a message demanding to stop this desperation and have a fresh start and give birth to myself again by finding myself.
Life comes once and i can't miss any single detail and i'm so glad i'm finally getting the motivation to really try hard and find a connection with someone that i truly find myself in.

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