I woke up in a hospital bed
I looked to my side and seen vinnie sleeping in the chair beside the bed.
His eyes were puffy,from crying.
But for what.
I laid back down remembering what had happen last night.
A nurse walked in with needles and new plasters.
"Hey love,how are you doing?" She asked softly preparing the needles.
"I'm doing better I guess." Tears formed in my eyes.
Vin had gotten up from the chair he slept in.
He sat down to the end of the bed.
"How are you doing ba-" I cut him off.
"Save it please...why are you here?" I looked into his eyes.
"Because I care about you." He held my hand.
"Really? So you had the audacity to cheat on me while I was there and allowing me see it?"I cried.
"darling..." his voice softened.
"No,can you get out please." I pointed to the door,I cant see him anymore.
A frown appeared on his face,he walked out not saying a goodbye or anything.
I don't wanna live,I don't,i don't.
It's hard.
The love of my life caring for me after cheating?
No.
I loved him deeply but he chose someone else.
For the better I guess.
Before I knew it,the nurse had already injected needles in me while I was overthinking.
I got out of the hospital bed pulling the needle out of my arm.
There was nobody around.
I started walking down to the stairs to the top of the building outside.
I opened the door and walking to the edge slowly,letting the cold bare air hit my skin and leave my hair blowing from the wind.
I felt free...
I faced my back out and let go of my arms in the air letting me flow in the air.
This felt right,but will feel wrong.
I remembered all the memories me and vinnie had.
Planning kids in the future,our wedding day.
And the day we die together.
The pain leaves once,it's done teaching you.
I closed my eyes letting my body fall off the edge,the cold air hitting my back,the memories flashing in my eyes.
But the pain was unforgettable.
Soon after,everything went pitch black...
It was worth it...
Part 2 was requested.
It's not the best,but it kinda hit me.
Love-kat.
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