Criminal minds: realties a giant (Spencer Reid story)

Rememberance

"Well it all started in high school, my junior year to be exact." I start. "I liked this guy for like 7 years and eventually we started dating. He was such a wonderful guy. I was so happy. I um thought we would be together forever. I was willing to go wherever I need to, to be with him. Right after i graduated he told me that we should go our separate ways. He was really actually right. I wanted go get my criminal justice degree and he was head for Africa sometime in the near future. It broke me. I had all this pent up feelings from deaths that I hadn't dealt with and it all broke down. I was depressed for weeks. No one could break me out of my daze."

I notice wet tears streaming down my face. I can believe I just told Spencer all that even though there's much more. "I don't know why I'm crying "I say. "Come here." Spence says quietly. I lean into him and take a deep breath trying to compose myself. After awhile I dry my tears and slightly laughing I say "I'm supposed to be helping you not the other way around." Spencer smiles at me slightly. "So.." I say slowly exhaling, "I know about heartbreak. I know that you feel like you can't go on life's never going to get better but It will eventually. I promise it will be okay."
Suddenly I'm not the one bursting into tears he is. I hold him awhile he cries. He pulls back suddenly. "I'm so weak!" he cries violently trying wipe away his tears. "Hey listen, I say, you are not weak in fact your the strongest person I know." I take my hand and slowly and gently wipe away his tears. "Strongness Is not all ways measured physically or emotionally it is measured in your in ability to care to think any even eventually move on from things. Spencer Reid You are perfectly normal" I say.
I stand up and grab the doughnuts off the counter. "Here try to eat something?" I suggest. Spencer takes out a small white powdered donut and bites into it. In the process he get powdered fluff on his nose and mouth. I begin to laugh. "You um have some powder" , I say motioning to my own nose. "Don't laugh at me!" spence says sounding, for the first time slightly happy. He flicks powder off his fingers at me. We both laugh. Here you want one spence asks. I take a glazed doughnut and bite into the doughy goodness.