Calzona - finding my way back to you

chapter 8- jealousy

I'm in an on call room with another surgeon, having sex, suddenly the on call room door opens, "Omg! Arizona!!" callie yells, I get off the surgeon and look at her. "Do you mind?! I'm not your wife anymore so get out!"
"but seriously! Her?!" callie yells louder, I look at Lauren then back at callie "like I said! we aren't married!"

Callie leaves the room crying, I grab my lab coat and follow her, "what?! why the heck are you crying?!" I yell, she turns around, "Your sleeping with Lauren!" she yells tears running down her face like a river, "Callie! We! Aren't! Married!" I yell, "Yeah, but thing is, I was coming to ask if you wanted to try again!" I stand there, tears now building in my eyes, "i-I'm sorry.. I didn't know.." I say sadly, "yeah well it's too late now-" callie says as she walks away.

I walk back into the on call room and sit on the bed with my head in my hands, I feel a cold hand touch my back, I arch my back and she moves away a bit, "I'm sorry-" Lauren says looking at me, "but you should really forget about her- I mean come on, she divorced you-" she says, "yeah and the only reason she divorced me was you!" I snap back at her, she gets up and leaves the room.

[the next day]
I lay in bed thinking about a million different things at once, my phone rings, I answer it
"Hello, Dr Robbins speaking" I say into the phone "Arizona.." the person on the phone says back at me, "callie..?" I say quietly, "yeah..?" she says softly back into the phone,
"n-nothing.." I pause for a moment,
"I- I'm sorry.." I say now sobbing into the phone, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry for cheating, I'm sorry for not trying to fix us, I'm sorry for leaving you to go to Africa, I'm sorry for not being there.." I say shakily. "oh.. Arizona.." callie says sounding like she's about to break down into tears, "I'm sorry.. don't cry-" I say sobbing, "I'm not.." she says very shakily. "You are, callie I know when your crying.. we were married.. I know when your upset.. you can talk to me callie.. I'm here.. okay?" I say now crying, "Arizona.. can I come over?" she says softly, "of course.." I say sadly, "of course you can.." I say shakily "okay.." she says as she hangs up the phone.

I lay I bed alone until I hear a knock on my door, I get up and open it, "Arizona.. please don't hate me for this.." callie says as soon as I open the door, "I won't.. what's wrong?" I say still shakily, she grabs my waist and kisses me, I stand there not moving wondering if I should run or if I should stay, she pulls away, "I'm sorry.." she says looking at the floor, "callie.. don't be sorry-" I say as she lifts her head up and kisses me again, this time I kiss her back pushing myself against her, she steps inside the house still kissing me and shuts the door, she walks us up to our old bedroom still kissing me, "c-callie.." I say shakily, "yeah.?" she says softly, "what about penny..? a-are you sure.. y-you wanna try again?" I say even more shakily, "yes Arizona.. I'm sure." she says before pulling off my shirt and going back to kissing me. I push myself against her taking in every second, "Arizona.. you don't have to do this.." callie says rethinking her choices, "it's okay.." I say, callie moves her hands down my back, grabbing my ass, "callie-" I say softly, she smiles and pulls me onto the bed, she kisses me deeply then slips 2 fingers inside of me, "callie!" I say shocked, she stops and moves back a bit, "im sorry.. I thought-" she says confused and embarrassed. "don't stop.." I say shakily, callie continues.

(And that's where we stop folks- stay tuned for more)