Sams POV
Me and Kylee were sitting in her bed eating ice cream and watching the titanic, because she said 'it helps me so let's do it anyways'.
I have to admit it is fun but after two tubs of ice cream and 4 movies that are all about sad cheesy love stories I was done.
I just wanted to speak my mind. that's all I've been thinking about for like the past 8 hours, the time we've been watching the movies.
After having eight hours to think about if I should go back to kian or not I decided that I should talk to kylee about it because she seems good at break ups and cheating and relation ships in general to be honest!
I thought for a while about what to say and finally agreed on something random because I couldn't wait any longer I needed to talk to her about this, I needed to let someone know I had feelings to and they needed to know how I felt about kian because I don't think anyone understands..
I don't think anyone understands that I can't live without him, that I die mentally and physically without him. it just breaks me when I'm not with him, it breaks me like it's breaking me right now. that's the real reason I love kian.
"Honesty Kylee I love him but he cheated on me like how do you go back to that?'' I've been stressed out all day about this.
"Sam just go back to him! you guys are so in love it's adorable, you didn't let him explain. what if he was forced, or he didn't start it, what if he's doing the exact same thing your doing, just sitting here crying!" she responded.
"But what if he isn't" I paused.
"What if he isn't gay, what if he isn't in love with me, what if he loves Andrea, what if I'm nothing to him, Kylee, if I'm nothing to him I'm nothing to the world" I finished looking up at her waiting for her to say something, but she never did.
"Say something, anything"
"What do you want me to say Sam? I told you go back to kian! you need him and he needs you" she finally said.
"What if he doesn't?" I asked slouching down.
"God dammit Sam shut up! just go with him." she said pushing me out the door with her following shortly behind me.
I couldn't go back to kian not yet. but Kylee was making me go, she was literally dragging me. but I couldn't move, she still wouldn't stop.
So I did the only thing I knew how to do so she would stop.
I kissed her. I don't know why but I did and she kissed back.
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😳😳😳 sorry I didn't update in like forever but here is your update !
