In Love with Two People (2nd Book)

Triangle

"Honey, should we go somewhere it's still new year vibe tho ?". She was hanging around his shoulder.

"You better take a rest". Shaking his head, he softly slapped her hands away from him.

I got view days holiday and all I did was just staying at the mansion while he was going somewhere I didn't know.

Will he leave me as I can't give something that other women can give to him..

She was laying on the bed try to get sleep but then she felt someone came to the bed, sat on her side.

"Where have you been ?". Asking jeongyeon who just came.

"I was at my studio.. I mean yours since the building is yours". He said without looking at her. She felt like he was ignoring her presence.

"It doesn't matter, I need you to explain what's wrong with you ?! these days you've been ingnoring me ".

"Nothing, I'm not ignoring you... I'm still here staying beside you, think about you, and my child who has gone while all her mom do is just thinking about what are people gonna think about her ". He looks straight at her.

Nayeon speechless....

"Do you know how sad and how worried I was when I heard my child has gone and I saw you cried all alone I thought you felt regret... but then you said".

"what will people think I was pregnant but then have miscarriege don't tell anyone also our family about it". Nayeon said as she wiped her tears.

He sadly chuckled. Rubbing his face stressfully remember what she said.

"If you listened to me just for once it wouldn't happen". Sadly staring at her.

"How could you think I was that mean, just think about my image ? I just hope that we still can try to have a baby so we don't need to tell this to anyone since I believe that I can get pregnant again very soon".

"You think I want this, lost my child after suffering for the whole months while working I want just laying down like other pregnant women did, if I could but I couldn't!". She burst out into tears.

"And it's fucking hurt when you directly blaming me for the lost of our child, you're blaming me like I kill the baby intentionally ". She is sobbing nonstop.

"No.. no I don't mean to...I'm sorry". He tries to hug her. She pushed him away.

"Leave me alone !"

Everyone has their own way to hide their sadness and what I was doing was still believe of hope. I said that don't tell anyone that we lost our child was bacause I still can't believe she has gone just like that, god took her from me in one day.

I just hope, god just take her for awhile to give a try on us then would give us another child very soon.

am I not that important for you until you just think about you lost the child because of me without thinking that I'm your wife? I lost her too.

You will just leave me for sure because you just marry me for the child.

She cried jeongyeon still try to hug her, then she pushed him again.

He hugs her from behind

"I'm sorry.. I didn't know how it's hard for you and I just care about my sadness without thinking what you've been through".

"I want to give you what you want even if I should die". she said between the gasps.

"No, you don't need to, just having you in my life it's enough for me we don't need to try just to get risk".
It's hard to face reality, believe in hope I'm just being delusional for having another baby then he is being logic, he knows that I can't...