My life! {M.E & K.L}

Chapter 36~ Why Taylor

Celestes POV

I stick up the middle finger and walk away

I go back inside trying not to make it noticeable that I'm crying

I go back in the room to where Shawn was

He's still there

"Shawn" I say which makes him jump a little

"Oh hey Celeste" he says while standing up

I run towards and hug him he hugs back

"You were right Taylor was gonna hurt me he was making out with another girl and clearly enjoyed it" I said

He starts rubbing my back

"I know I know"

~FLASHBACK~

"Hey Cece" Shawn says

"Call me Celeste not Cece I only let Taylor call me that" I say and me and Taylor look at each other

"Can I talk to you" he asks

"I'll be right back baby" I say to Taylor and get up and follow Shawn outside of the door

He shuts it and says

"Taylor is gonna hurt you" he says

"What do you mean by hurt" I ask

"Someday your gonna catch him making out with another girl or even having sex with her you never know" he says

"Shawn shut up please your just trying to make me hate him" I say

"No I'm being serious" he says

I slap him and go back into the room

~END OF FLASHBACK~

"I'm sorry for everything I've done to you" I say

"It's okay" he says

"No it's not I'm sorry" I say

"Look at me" he says

I manage to look at him

He wipes my tears with his thumb

"It's okay Celeste I mean it your fine it's alright Taylor's the kinda guy that goes with a girl and with another girl and then leaves her" he says

"I didn't think he would do that to me" I say

He hugs me tighter

We stop hugging and I sit on the bed and I see a drink on the desk I take it and drink the whole thing

"CELESTE" he screams

"Yea" I say

"You weren't supposed to do that" he says

"Well I did it" I say and laugh

"Your silly" he says and comes to me

"How drunk are you" he asks

"100 out of 10" I say

"Haha" he laughs and he comes on the bed with me

He lights the lighter and lights the joint

He takes 3 hits

"Here take 3 hits" he gives it to me

I nod

I take 8 instead

"Was that 3" I say

"No that was 8" he says

"I'm sorry" I say

"No worries" he says and takes the last 3 and puts it out

He grabs my hips and pulls me closer

He closes his eyes and leans in

I close my eyes and start kissing him

I pull off

"Can we" he asks

"Yes"

I knew he was gonna ask

We both undress

He goes in immediately

He goes fast

And hard

"SHAWN" I yell

While he keeps going

I fist the sheets

We both release

"Oh my god Shawn" I say

"Haha" he laughs

"That was AMAZING" I say empathizing "amazing"

"I know" he says

I then realize

No condom

More pills

I just fucked

2 guys in the same NIGHT

I'm a slut...

"I'm a slut" I say

"Wait why" he says

"I fucked Taylor then you"

"I'm a slut" I say

"No no no no no no your not a slut" he says

"Your drunk and high you don't know what your doing you won't remember shit" he says

"Uhhhhhh" I groan and put my face in a pillow

He slaps my ass

"shAWN" I say going louder at the "awn" part of his name

"Hehe" he laughs

He puts on a song

I'm not the only one

"You saaaayyy I'm crazy CUZ you don't think I know what you've down

But wheeeen you call me baby I know I'm not the only one"

He sings

I hug Shawn

"Shit" he says and turns it off

"Sorry" he says

"No it's fine" I say

"You just know how to make me happy" I say

"That's my job" I say

We both get dressed and then the party is over everyone leaves including me I say bye to Shawn and walk home

It's 3:09am and the street lights are off

"AHHHHHH" I hear a scream I ignore it

I start to run home and see light I see my house in the distance

I am finally on the porch and I run inside and lock the door

"Mom" I say

"Yes" she says from the kitchen

"I'm home" I say

"Good now go to bed" she says

I make my way down the hall into my room on the left side and go inside

I go to sleep

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