Behind the scenes... what no one knows about me

The world through their eyes pt.2

Tw: self harm and sucide mentions

Omniscient POV
The wind was howling as the sun began to come up. The dark rainy clouds were slowly fading away as the day came into place. Airlia started to squirm in place slowly coming alive. The sound of leaves rustling and hitting her window filled her head. Her attempt didn't work like always. She decided that no matter what she was not going anywhere at least not for now.

She took the blanket off her body leaving it cold without warmth. Then she moved one leg off the bed and on the ground. She did the same with the other and brought her hands to her face and elbows to her thighs.
As soon as she got the energy she got up using her thighs as support for her hands. She walked to the bathroom. After she turned the light switch on, she sat on the toilet like she does everyday.

When she finished she started running some water for a shower. After she got undressed she got into the shower and turned the water on the highest setting and just let it hit her skin. The burn it gave her was comfort. She thought she needed to feel something because she never does. In her mind she deserved everything that's happened and will happen to her. When she was done she turned the water off and got out. While she was drying off the scars on her arm became noticeable. Those scars were her only way of getting her emotions out. When no one else was there they were. At least theres one thing she could say she did right.

She walked back to her room with the towel wrapped around her body. She sat back down on her bed and tried to find the energy to get up and get dressed. Finally, she got up and put on a long sleeve graphic t-shirt, black cargo pants, and some Air Force 1s. Then she went to her desk by the side of her bed and gathered the papers she needed for school and put them in her backpack. She looked at her phone and saw that it was almost time for her first hour. So she ran downstairs and saw her dad sitting down looking at the paper drinking coffee.

He quickly put the paper and coffee down as soon as he saw her but it was too late she had already grabbed her skate board and left out the door. Her parents are both in the picture but it's still hard for her. They would do anything for her and she knew that but she still had a want for something more. She felt empty like something was missing.

When she finally reached the school she took her skateboard from in between her feet and picked it up. As she walked in the school everyone just stared at her . This always happens tho due to that everyone thinks she's perfect and has no problems. However that's not the case. People always think what they want of others, and that's very evident on her life.

She opened her locker and got what she needed. Finally, she made it to her first class of the day and it started to sink in that it was never gonna get better...