my story

chapter one - a new world

Dear Journal,

diaries are so over rated and I just want to share my life with you guys so here we go.  February 13 was my birthday and I turned 14. and I realized that I am also 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, etc I'm all the ages and I know that I'm a child, a rebel, an adult, and an elder at heart. all my personalities stay with me and never leave because the past will be the past and will follow me everywhere. Today on valentines day I am talking to someone I like at midnight and he is in providence. I like him for him and the way he acts, we actually went out and he was the only person I loved and I love him for that. I tried to move on from him in summer school but I couldn't because he was the who showed me love and my boyfriend in summer school never showed me love like the boy I like now has shown me love (pretty sure it doesn't make sense). there is a blizzard and my and my crush are separated so we can't see each other for a while.

Back in august of 2014 I met this person that I thought that meant the whole world to me and I felt like I knew him for a long time but then my cousin came along and she actually had some things happen to her and she told her mom and step dad and my 3 friends and I got a restraining order even though she told her mom many times that my friend didn't do anything to her. Her step dad is recently in jail and she said that when her dad gets out of jail, he threaten her that he would kill her. So I feel really bad and I dont know what to do.  But anyways its sort of out of the way now and things

have gone smoothly since then, but on my birthday my friend unblocked me because he couldn't talk to me but just only for my birthday he unblocked me and said happy birthday and that's the only time I will get to see him. From now he is considered my internet friend.

       Sincerely Jessica s.
Written - February 14, 2015