i remember the first time i was gonna vape
i told you the night before and you said not to
that it fucks up your body
and all i remember thinking was,
𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑓𝑢𝑐𝑘 𝑢𝑝 𝑚𝑦 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡 𝑜𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑎 𝑤𝑒𝑒𝑘
the next day my brother got me one
all was fine until the first time i had withdrawals
they were right after you left
i missed you so much
and didn't know why
after my withdrawals i didn't miss you
i realized it was just because i vaped while with you
i thought it would happen everytime
it did for about a month
but after i didn't miss anything about you
they stopped
i was finally free
~𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑛𝑖𝑐 𝑎𝑑𝑑𝑖𝑐𝑡
