For me its impossible

Chapter 2

~Larris~
I woke up and I got ready to go to school. When I arrived at my school I saw him again, He's been practicing the script, so I went to his direction. Hi Josh! How are you doing? I said. Alright, Can we walk together for awhile? It's still early, he said with a smirk.
Uhh.. ok then if it's early,I said.
Have you ever loved someone? He said.
N-no but I have a crush,I said,then I realized"why did I said that" literally he's gonna ask it, FOR SURE.
Who? He said. I-its a secret, I said. Come on just one little tiny hint,he said. Suddenly An Idea popped into my mined. Ok..Here's the hint..He's a boy,I said smugly. What kind of hint is that?! You have 100% philosophy don't you know that? He said very irritated that makes me wanna laugh. It's called "My Smart Brain" and I already know that I have 100% philosophy thank you, I said. Well I'm just gonna find out when it's time, he said with a defeated face. Have you loved someone already? I said. Yup,Josh said. W-who? I said as my heart sank. My parents of course,he said with a playful smirk. Wews, you have 10x more philosophy Josh Anderson, I'm serious dude,I said. Why so curious do you love me? Or you want to have me as your "guy" he said wiggling his eyebrows. Whoa! Feeler! Curiosity has just struck in my head,and what's the problem if I'm only curious,curious is not that bad,I said.
Wews, will I even believe that huh? Here's an advice " curiosity killed the cat" if you don't know what it means search it in the internet, princess..he said. Whatever I won't take your advice I rather die because of curiosity, I hate talking to you and goodbye Josh the bell has rang,I said and didn't wait for him to talk.
( after school in the lobby)
Curiosity is killing me alright, I know his hiding something, I said to Mary. Maybe he loves you, you know like the ones on the books. For me it's impossible as I always say, i said with a very bored voice. why is that? give me..hmm.. 5 reasons. ok:
1. I am ugly
No your not,Larris your pretty.
Are you going to let me finish or what?
Alright alright..
2. I am not very sociable
3. I am not the type guys are always looking for
4. I'm not good at studying
5. Charm isn't in me
All of that are in you Larris, well except for no.2 of course, Mary said. 7 months left till Febuary which is Junior Prom, I said. Are you that excited for Junior Prom, she asked. Well.. No it just came to my mind.
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