Venting for both you and me

Lies

Do you ever just do something to escape reality?
I do.
Reality is hard.
When everyone expects something of you,
And you think nothing of you.
I remember a song lyric.
It goes
"When life gives you lemons, aleast it gave you something."
That's the feeling inside.
To escape, I emerse in a fictional place.
Somewhere to get away from choas.
Somewhere to forget about everything a just be
To lift it all off my shoulders
And when I come out I tell myself lies
"It will be alright"
"I can get through this."
"I am stronger than I think."
All lies.
But some how they help.