so im not perfect...oh well

"I love you,darling"

"I love you too, baby"

my life could not be described as perfect. my dad is a trucker, he is never home. that's okay though I can take care of myself. my mom passed away 6 years ago. fuck cancer. Damn leukemia. my brother is mentally handicapped. it's classified as undefined. he's 29 and still lives with me and dad. again, it's okay, he's fairly normal. he just stopped developing mentally at 15. he has a girlfriend, Tina. she's nice, he met her on the net. the highlight of my life would be Allen.

"Love is something wrong?"

"no dear, I'm fine, just thinking..."

he's two years younger than I. he is my dream...my hero you could say. he has dirty blond hair and blue eyes like the ocean. he is not what most people would call normal or cute. to me he is beautiful. his wonderful lips that perk into this inquisitive pout whenever I look at him, trying to read my soul. his eyes pouring into mine with a look of hunger and adoration. he worships me, why I haven't the slightest clue. he is what people would call "more to love" and this is true just not the way it was meant...

" watcha thinking about my love?"

" oh just how wonderful you are darling" I smile at him and stare into his beautiful blue eyes and hold his face with both hands. his skin is so soft compared to his stubble. he slowly brings his face to mine, he takes a moment to drink in my eyes, my lips, my breathing. then he brings his lips to mine, crushing them with intensity. he loves my full bottom lip, he likes to play with it and Bite it when I'm not paying attention. I giggle as he bites my bottom lip, Damn thinking distracted me. I play with his hair through my fingers and Bite him back. he melts into my bite. and I giggle again. he's so damn cute! he melts into my neck and nuzzles my collarbone. as he's about to bite my neck, his grandmother walks into the living room.

we break apart as we always have to. he lives with his grandmother because his mother is a worthless excuse for a slut. she a drug addict and a whore. his grams on the other hand is wonderful! she's that woman in movies that is always baking cookies and taking in homeless people.

" Hey Mary, how was work today?"

" Hey Suzie q, it was fine, Darla Jean was a hoot today! she tried to kiss me again..." and then she went on to explain how her resident attacked her for the fifth time. that woman... Ha old people just love her!

after dinner me and Allen decided to play some halo, our usual routine. but his little brother Kenny got it first and decided to play minecraft. Damn 12 year olds...