Don't you worry

Secrets

Elena’s POV

“HELLO?!” I screamed as loud as I could, looking around in an empty white space.

“Is somebody out there?!” I was really scared I didn’t know what was happening.

It seemed like the walls were getting closer and closer. Closing me in, in a white box. I was so freaking out I pushed all walls and kept hitting them, hoping they got wider.

A wall changed in a mirror. My dark brown hair in a messy bun, wearing a little flower dress on bare foot. The mirror was slightly fainting away in a window. I could slowly see what was on the other side.

“NO! MOM!” I screamed hitting the window many times.

“GOD PLEASE! MOM!” I saw my mom giving birth to my little sister.. the day she died. I could just see it happen all over again.

I kept smashing the window, while watching myself as a 10year old holding my mom’s hand.

“Where’s your dad?”

“I don’t know mommy”

“Don’t cry sweetie. It’ll be fine.” 

Mom was screaming so loud, I started crying. I didn’t know what was going on.

Doctors were saying all kind of things, it was all going too fast. When suddenly it got all quiet.

A baby cried.

“Mommy?” I silently said.

“NOOOO!!” I started smashing the window again. Tears were streaming down my face. I couldn’t watch anymore.

Still on my knees I hid my face in my hands leaning against the window. The glass disappeared and I fell through the window.

Quickly I stood up and looked around. I could recognize it immediately.

“No..” I whispered. I tried to hold back the tears but failed miserably.

Again. I could see what happened to my elder sister, Mia 2years ago. I had never known what exactly happened.

I saw a car coming from a distance I knew it was us. Where I was standing now, in the middle of the road, we crashed.

“Paris! Here we come!” Mia shouted.

“Girls quiet!” Our dad said.

I rolled my eyes. Our dad was always mad at us. We just couldn’t do something good.

Mia took me in her arms and gave me a kiss on my head.

“Just ignore him.” Mia whispers. “Someday we’ll get away. I promise.”

I let my head rest on her shoulder.

Dad started drinking again. I saw him searching another bottle.

“DAD!! Watch out!!” I screamed. Pointing at the car right in front of us. He was riding on the wrong side.

“Oh god.” I said closing my eyes. I hear bands slip and felt the car sliding. But I just didn’t want to open my eyes and held good grip on Mia.

“It’ll be alright.” She whispered pulling me closer.

The car started rolling, I bumped my head against the glass and lost grip on Mia.

Suddenly it was all quiet.

“Elena, are you alright?” Mia held back her tears.

“Yeah but I’m stuck. You?” I tried to stay as calm as possible.

“I’m also stuck.” She muttered some other words.

“Dad?” I cried.

“Dad?! What’re doing?! Help us!” Mia screamed. I looked over her side and saw our dad running away from the car.

“NO! Oh god! Please! HELP! Oh please, god, help!” I was totally freaking out and gasped for breath.

“Calm down! We’ll be alright.” I didn’t know how Mia could remain so calm.

A fire broke out at my side. It got worse and worse. I felt so dizzy.

“NO! Help Elena first!” I heard Mia scream.

Next I felt someone pulling me out.

“NOOOO!!!!!” I screamed and ran over the car. I saw Mia up close, I wanted to help her out of the car but I just went through her.

“No, no, no, NO!” Tears were dripping down. I closed my eyes, feeling terrible I couldn’t do anything. When I opened them everything was gone.

“Why is this happening to me.” I softly said, trying to calm myself down.

I looked around the room and yes again I recognized the place but this time it was a good memory. It was the first time I met Daniel. The kindergarten looked exactly like I remembered it. Children were slowly appearing and I searched for Daniel and I.  

I found us. We were so little. I could finally smile again, whipping away the tears.

I just sat there looking at us playing together when I noticed another kid sitting right next to us, playing alone. He reminded me of Luke. I looked closer and saw the freckle on his nose. He was definitely Luke but I didn’t understand why I could remember him that good, I couldn’t even recognize other children that well.

Everything disappeared again. It was getting really dark but then I saw my mom and Mia standing there. I immediately ran over to them and I could actually hug them. It felt so good, I started crying.

“Don’t cry my baby.” Mom said and whipped away my tears. “You’ve grown so much. You’ve become such a beautiful girl.”  

“I miss you.” I said to both of them.

“We miss you too, you can be with us.” Mia said.

“Just come along with us.” Mom comforted me.

“Am I dead?”

They didn’t answer, Mia just reached her hand and I took it.