.F.E.A.R. {Bill Denbrough x reader} DISCONTINUED*

-PROLOGUE

July 26, 1988

-Y/n

Hi, my name is Y/n Uris.
I'm 12 years old, nearly 13.
I just woke up to my mother saying that i needed to pack my bags.
You're probably asking why.
Well.. I'm going on a very long holiday.
And i'll probably never go back here.

Actually i'm moving but i hate to say it.
I mean, i hate it here but.. It's still the place where i've grown up.
I think i'll miss it a little.
But i'm also happy that i'm moving cause i'm going to move to Derry which is in Maine.
And that's where my cousin lives.
My cousin is basically also my best friend.
I haven't seen him in a long time because he lives 17 hours away from here.

I've only been to Derry Maine 5 times because it's so far from where i live.
And when i was there i mostly spent my time with Stan.
He always wanted to go bird watching with me.
I didn't really know why he liked it so much.
But when he asked me for the first time to go bird watching with him and i said yes, it was actually really interesting.
We were birdwatching in Stan's garden and it was really soothing.

Everytime when we saw a bird we tried to be as quiet as possible and i tapped Stan's shoulder as to ask what kind of bird it was.
He was looking into his bird book and pointed a finger to the bird on the book.
My favorite bird was the Eastern bluebird because it was just a beautiful creature.
We only saw that bird once but i still can't stop thinking about how beautiful and breathtaking that little creature was.

It made me think of Stan.
He's my best bird buddy.
I never really had friends but Stan was my best and only friend.
The last time that i saw him was when we were 10. And now i am 12, and he is 13.
We've seen each other for the last time on July 17th, 1986. I was actually 9 and not 10 but my birthday was on August 9th so i was nearly 10.
Stanley's birthday is on July 13. And we were visiting him on his birthday and stayed for 5 days.

Stan send me a letter on my birthday.
On the letter was my favorite bird.
I still have that letter in my room on my desk.
God, i miss him. And i can't wait to see him again so i can give him the tightest hug ever.
I don't love anyone more than i love Stan.
Stan is my most favorite person ever.
I sure do love my parents but Stan is just the best person ever.
He is the only person who knows how to calm me down and he is literally the definition of sweet and caring.

I was nearly done packing.
Tomorrow is the day that i'm going to leave this town.
Maybe Derry is super interesting?
Maybe i can make some friends there.
Stanley told me he had three friends.
I've only seen them once.
When i was 5, i spent my summer there.
That was my holiday place.
I don't really go on holidays but if i go, we're mostly spending our holiday in Derry.
It's actually not a bad place there.

When Stan introduced his friend group to me, i was actually pretty interested.
One of them is the annoying one in the group.
He always needed to joke about everything.
One of them has asthma. Stan told me that his mom probably made him think that he was sick.
And then there's the last one of the group.
The 'leader' and the one who stutters.
Stan said that he is the most normal one of the group besides Stan himself.
He said that the asthma kid and that kid who's always joking around are always arguing.
Sometimes Stanley and his other friend needed to stop them.
Stanley said that it doesn't surprise him if they would end up together.

But besides that, Stan didn't really tell me more things.
I told you, I've only met his friends once.
I was 5. Ofcourse I can't really remember anything anymore.
I think i can remember their names.
Maybe it was like Rick or Rich..?
Oh that was it! The one who always jokes around was Richie, the one with asthma was.. something like Eddie? And the one who stutters was... Wasn't it like.. William or something? Probably..
I think those are the names of Stan's friends.
But i don't really know what they look like anymore.
And i forget things easily.

"Come Y/n!" 5 year old Stanley said.
"I want you to meet my friends!" He said excited.
"Okay" Y/n said with a soft smile. The smile that could always make Stanley calm down.
Stanley grabbed Y/n's hand and ran outside.
Stanley was going to meet up at Bill's house that day with his friends. So that could be the perfect time to introduce his niece to his friends.
He couldn't stop talking about her and now they're finally going to meet her.
Stanley picked up his bike and patted on the back as a signal that Y/n could sit there.
Y/n sat on the back and held Stanley's waist while leaning her head on his back.
Stanley always loved his niece.
They were best friends.
He smiled at the feeling of his niece hugging him while he was cycling around to go to his friends' house.

He finally made it to the house and knocked on the door to reveal a women who looked like she was around her 30s.
"Hey Stanley! Come in" She welcomed her son's friend.
She looked at the little girl.
"Mrs. Denbrough, this is my niece. Her name is Y/n. Can she come in too?" Stanley asked polite.
"Yes ofcourse! You don't have to ask that Stanley. You and your family are always welcome." Mrs. Denbrough said with a warm smile plastered on her face.

She let the 2 little kids in the house and they walked upstairs.
Stanley knocked on a door and a boy who was the same height as Stanley opened it.
"Hey Stan, c-c-come in." He said.
"Hey Bill, this is my niece, Y/n." Stanley said, excited to introduce them to each other.
"H-hi Y/n. N-n-nice to m-meet you." The young boy said to Y/n with a warm smile.
"Hi" Was the only thing that came out of her mouth.
Ofcourse she was a little shy.
She never really talks to people.
Especially not kids, her age.
Bill smiled and then walked into his room.
Stan grabbed Y/n's hand and also walked into the room.
The little girl looked into the room.
After a while the door bursted open which made the little girl jump behind Stan.
And there was one kid standing at the doorway.
A kid with glasses which made his eyes 10 times bigger.
"Hello my good friends!" He said in an awful accent.
He walked into the room and looked confused while looking at something behind Stan.
He walked closer and saw that it was a little girl.
"Oh hi there small mouse. May i ask what your name is and where you are from?" He asked.
"This is Y/n, my niece." Stanley said a little annoyed by how the boy with big glasses was acting.
"Well hi there Y/n, i'm Richie Tozier. But you can call me 'My love'. Only you are supposed to say it, mouse." He said.
Stanley rolled his eyes and the little girl looked at Richie with a weird expression.

And then there was another knock on the door.
Bill opened the door to reveal another boy.
"Eddie spaghetti!" Richie yelled.
"Don't call me that you weirdo!" Eddie yelled back.
The girl chuckled a little which made all the boys look at her.
She immediately looked back at the boys and stood there, embarrassed.

"Stop looking at her like that guys!" Stanley said.
"But who is that anyway?" The little boy asked who just came into the room.
"This is my niece, Y/n." Stanley said.
"Hi Y/n, i'm Eddie" Eddie said.
"Hi Eddie" Y/n said back.
"Why did she answer to you and not to me?" Richie asked.
Stanley rolled his eyes again but after that immediately smiled a little at the fact that he finally introduced his niece to his friends.

I was really shy that time.
But that's because i didn't really know how to make friends.
But they were really nice.
"Y/n! Are you ready?" My mom asked.
"Almost!" I yelled from upstairs.
My mom wanted it to be all done early, so she doesn't have to stress on the day when we're going.

I think this will be a new and fresh start when i get to Derry.
What can go wrong?
I have Stan and his friends!