𝐆𝐑𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐒𝐐𝐔𝐄 𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄 (𝘠𝘈𝘕𝘋𝘌𝘙𝘌 𝘏2𝘖𝘝𝘈𝘕𝘖𝘚𝘚)

6

⚠️ SELF INFLICTED PAIN ⚠️

Jonathan was shaking, trembling. His hands moved up to Evan's neck, then his face. He clasped it, digging his fingernails gently into his face.
"I- I killed her. I had to Evan! I had to show you that you're mine and nobody else's! We're meant to be! I've loved you for years, so many fucking years, and sitting back and watching you go out with those girls was SUFFOCATING!"

His grip on his face tightened.
"Nobody will ever love you how I do, my love. My beautiful, darling boy." He kisses his nose. His eyes are darting around again, the shock starting to settle in. His lips tremble.

Evan's eyes widened. "You-you..." He shoved Jonathan off. He scrambled back, pressing against the headboard. "You killed her!?" He yelled.
"You fucking killed her, Jonathan?! What the fuck!"
His hands came up, gripping his hair. "What the fuck.. what the fuck-!"
He let out a scream.
"I can't believe it.. I- I need to leave. I'm calling the police," He gets up, stumbling. He starts to put his pants back on and find his phone.

Jonathan's eyes widen and he quickly jumps on Evan's back, clinging to him. "No you're NOT!" He tries pulling him to the ground.
"Jonathan, get off of me!" Evan shouts, struggling. He does fall to the ground, but just tries to peel Jonathan off of him.
"Can't you see? YOU DON'T NEED HER!" He kisses along the back of Evan's neck with a growl. "Can't you see? WE'RE SOULMATES! I'LL NEVER LEAVE YOUR SIDE!"
He feels like his blood is cold. Like ice is surging through his body. His teeth is chattering, which he doesn't know is from the sudden coldness or his sanity draining.

"I can see that.. you're a murder! A killer!" Evan shook his head quickly. "That is not my Jonathan! You're not my friend! You're a MONSTER!"

Jonathan's face droops into that of defeat.
Luke was right.
They were all right.
He rubs his eyes and stands up. He tugs on his pants and shirt. He looks down at Evan, tears beginning to drip down his face.
He smiled, "Call them. I won't stop you, Ev." He gets back on his knees and hugs the other tightly, breathing softly into his chest. He sobs silently. "I love you, I love you, I love you," He sniffles.

Evan stares at Jonathan. He finally finds his phone. He takes steps back, hitting a wall. He quickly opens his phone and dials the number. He was shaking, his eyes wide and tears threatening to spill. Ring. Ring. Ring. They answered. Evan quickly started explaining what was happening, which wasn't easy. He was told to repeat a few things quite alot.

Jonathan gave Evan a few kisses on his chest before slowly standing up. He sighs softly. He turns around and heads out the room, down the stairs and to his kitchen. He grabs a knife from one of the holders. The largest one he could find. He inhales shakily and steps out.
"Jonny?" Jonathan's mother spoke out, watching him with concern.
Jonathan quickly shoves the knife in the back of his pants, using his shirt to hide the tip.
"JON!"
Jonathan runs up the stairs, the tears flowing heavily now. He could barely breath. He steps into the room again, shutting and locking the door behind him. His mother pounds on the door, yelling and screaming. Jonathan looks at Evan, just looking. Taking him all in.

Evan drops the phone, staring at Jonathan in shock. Shouts of questions came from the speaker of his phone. "Jonathan...?" He asked quietly. "What're you doing..?" He slid across the wall, trying to get away.

Jonathan steps toward him slowly, not wanting to scare him.
"Can I kiss you?" His hand grips Evan's chin, yanking it upwards. He smiles sadly.
"I want to kiss you one last time, before I get locked away." His grip turns into a caress on his cheek. His other hand reaches behind his back.
"Let me be happy. Just.. one.. more time." He sniffles and refrains from hiding his face away.
"I- I-,"
Evan can feel his own tears start to fall. He whines but nods slowly. He leans forward, closing his eyes, and presses his lips against Jonathan. He can feel a sob in his throat, but quickly swallows it down.

Jonathan kisses him back hard, his hand on Evan's face starting to grip. His eyes flutter closed. His hand with the knife reaches around to Evan's back.
"I love you, Evan. I always will."
He mumbles into the boy's lips. His eyes slightly open.

"I'm sorry."

He kisses him harder, causing their teeth to scrape against eachother. At this moment, he plunges the knife into Evan's lower back. He squeezes his eyes closed and let's out a sob. He doesn't want to look anymore. He has to do this. He has to. He twist the knife and pulls it out, blood dripping down the tip and bottom, staining the carpet below.

Evan lets out a gasp. His eyes widen, and his mouth opens. He tries to scream but no sound comes out. His body gives out, sliding down Jonathan. Gasps of air come out of his mouth as he stares up at the other. "W-why..?" He manages to choke out. His breathing comes to a slow, before nothing.

Jonathan drops to his knees, the knife slipping from his fingers. Evan's body does the same.
He pulls Evan's limp body close to him, hugging him tightly and burying his head in his chest. He frowns deeply and squeezes him tightly.
"Don't be afraid." He whispers, speaking to nobody but himself.
"You won't be alone." Jonathan slowly pulls away from him and lets Evan's body slide to the floor. He grabs the knife from the floor and hovers over Evan's body.
"I'm coming for you, my love." He snaps his wrist and in an instant, blood is pouring from his throat. He gurgles and topples down, falling over Evan. He drops the knife. His eyes close quickly and his body goes limp.

"E-Evan," Hr croaks, before his vision goes black.

//the end//