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I don't need a mirror
Or anyone to tell me
These 4 walls are enough
My sad hollow reflection shows

I always wonder what if
I was brave enough
To live a dream so real
My fingers are almost reaching

I realized that the strings
I thought that is holding me down
Were the voices of people
The pressure of others looking at me

Instead i was shock
When I saw no rope or stones
Instead my own hands were holding on
So stubborn, so scared to let go

What if i let it go
Where do i go
I float aimlessly to an unknown future
Is it even scarier or worse than staying in this hopeless life

It is the searching
The feeling of something more
It is out there, maybe
Or am I too desperate that I start to imagine

Would I ever be brave
To let go of this comfort
And to meet my dream
Or will I rather stay for the ones I love
I don't know
I don't know

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