There are these sweet moments or persons in everyone's childhood which was for sure existed but doesn't last long....
Those would be the happiest moments of life but for a short period...
Even if it is for a split second, it remains in your memories and gives those nostalgic feelings at times...
So do I 😊
A throwback to my childhood
An epoch from my elementary school ...
As always, after the school, even that day I was playing but Dae wasn't there for some reason that I particularly don't remember, in the sandbox of the neighborhood playground...
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{A small correction, I alone used to playing while Dae used to watch me playing...As he was so dull from childhood. It was just a manufacture defect....}
I can still clearly remember a boy taller than me with chubby face and doe eyes , who used to watch me playing like every day. And sometimes he even joined me....
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He was such a sweet boy and I used to call him fatso... He was very sociable unlike Dae....
He was probably not our school.. So three of us used to meet everyday after school at the playground and use to have alot of fun together....
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So that day while I was playing, the fatso came to find me and joined me, and we played to gather for half an hour (I think so 🤔) and we were about to leave......
We got up, grabbed all our things and as we were about to step out of the sandbox and all of a sudden fatso tripled his legs and unintentionally pushed me.....
As I opened my eyes, I saw fatso crying holding my hand which was probably bleeding....
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He stoped crying for a second as I opened my eyes and then again started to cry saying ...
"Iam sorry"....
I still remember, me holding his face, wiping his tears, giving him a warm hug saying ...
"It's okay!! I'm fine don't cry.."
Yet it feels like yesterday, those doe eyes full of tears, and his all red, pure and innocent face... At that time it just felt like a scene from a movie.....
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Then after some time when he stopped crying, he carried me to home on his back.....
Rung the bell of my house.
Mom opened the door, saw my wound, carried me into the house in a hurry, dressed my wound, gave me some water to drink....
Then when I asked her where is the fat boy who carried me home, she turned around, and saw the entrance of the house and realised that the boy was gone long ago....
I haven't seen him since then...
After a week I went to the sandbox with Dae...
My eyes were unconsciously searching for something that I was truly missing...
Now coming to think of what I was searching.....
It was that fat lil boy with doe eyes, and a chubby face with that innocent expression of him....
It wasn't love or something......
He was just a kinda thing that gave me a good feeling, maybe something like that.....
I was waiting for him everyday at playground...
But after a month, someone told me that his father got tansferred, and they moved out of the house a month ago.....
I hoped to see him for one last time...
I wish I would have said him a proper......
"good byee!!!"
It's definitely not a regret, you know right a simple feeling of "it was not a perfect ending"
