Just This Once || Erenxreaderxjean

15

While you had been enjoying the sloppy kisses that Jean was trailing down your neck, the instant you had seen those teal eyes your mind had wandered. A small part of you told yourself to stay. To just stay at the bar, and make out with Jean a little bit. Hell, maybe things would go even further than just making out.
But a large part of you was now focused on Eren.

Why had he looked at me like that? Why did he look so angry at Jean kissing me?

Sure, the two of you had already had sex, but that had just been a drunken hook up right?

"You seem distracted" jean whispered against your skin.

Shit

Here you were thinking about Eren, while Jean was finally giving you the sexual contact you had been craving. What the hell was wrong with you? Hadn't you already made up your mind and decided on Jean?

"Sorry, guess I'm just a little nervous" you lied. You added a soft laugh, to further your case, but from the look on Jean's face, he didn't buy it.

"You... f/n l/n? Nervous?" The tall boy raised an eyebrow at you like that was the dumbest thing he had ever heard. He wasn't wrong, you usually didn't get awkward in situations like this.

You playfully smacked him in the arm, causing him to smile. "Yea, me, I get nervous sometimes, too".

"Yea okay" Jean replied in a sarcastic tone. He didn't push you any farther, because that was just the kind of guy he was, and you loved that about him.

"Well, look I promised Marco I would help him get a couple of kegs out of his truck, so I'll see you in a bit" Jean said while rubbing the back of his neck with his hand. It was obvious that he was just trying to be nice, and give you some space because you had said you were nervous. God, he was so fucking sweet.

You leaned up and gave him a quick kiss on the cheek, causing his face to flush red, because you didn't want him to think you were blowing him off. You really did want to go farther with Jean, and do all sorts of things with him, but you felt wrong kissing him while you were thinking about Eren.

As always, Jean ruffled your hair a little before disappearing around the side of the house to find Marco.

When you turned back around to face the bar, Connie and Sasha were both raising their eyebrows at you.

"Really? 'I'm Nervous'" Connie mocked in a high pitched voice. "We all know you don't get nervous, especially when it comes to guys".

Sasha scoffed, "Yea what's up with that excuse? What's going on?"

Apparently it was going to be harder to fool Sasha and Connie, than it was to fool Jean. No way were you going to tell them, Oh yea sorry I couldn't keep kissing Jean because Eren was giving me this angry but also sexy look, and then he stormed off, almost like he wanted me to follow him.

Yea... no. You were definitely not telling them that. Especially since they have warned you multiple times now about Eren Jeager.

You sent a quick prayer up to whatever godly beings may be listening, and begged them that your half ass acting skills would be believable.

You took a deep breath, just for dramatic effect, and began,"I don't know, I really was nervous I guess. I'm just a little scared that if Jean and I's first time doing anything is while we are drunk, then it won't be as meaningful". You put on your best worried face, and stared down at your hands as you spoke, hoping that your friends wouldn't question you farther.

Sasha tried her best to hold back laughter, but she was unsuccessful. "Has anyone ever told you you're a really bad liar, y/n?" the brunette giggled.