When I woke up around 3 p.m., I took my phone and texted Josh, asking if I could borrow his clothes. "Of course you can," he said, and I went up to his closet and changed into something comfortable. I went on my phone to see all the hate comments, and I went on tiktokroom to see them having the recorded video of me and Josh leaving the hospital, and of the ambulance taking me inside.
Then Charli's live about how it was immature of her to take it to social media and how the hate I got wasn't deserved, so I contacted her thanking her and apologizing for kissing Chase.
l called my mom knowing the she knew i went to the hospital
nessa/ mom
face time call
hi mom
hey sweetie what happened why were u in the hospital also i found out from ur friends and the paparazi videos
mom im sorry, it was when u told me about jullian i just got stressed out and fainted
oh okay how are u now? did u take ur medicines
yes mom i did
i will be coming to visit u soon
sure mom but when?
soon
We talked for about 30 minutes until Josh came into the room and he and my mom talked for a while, my mom and dad loved him, and even my brother did, he told my mom that he would take care of me, I looked him in the eyes, I keep falling back in love with him like I need him, but we broke up for a reason.
We walked down and just Noah and Dixie were home, so I asked Josh to drop me at the studio, waved Noah and dix goodbye, and we headed to the studio.
"Do you want me to come?" he inquired.
"No, it's fine," I responded knowing I needed sometime alone
I went to the studio, listened to my song again, and decided to release it tonight.
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