I cant change the past
I dont remember it
I've never had a feeling of belongingness
Always felt like a outcast
Hiding everything I could from them
Not saying anything that could be compromising
Always being on the low
I liked being that way
I was independent and didn't need support from anyone
I could be myself when I was alone
Then you came and changed all that
Made me a emotional wreck
But I dont regret it
Maybe sometimes I do
But in the end i think it was necessary
It made me be more compassionate towards other people
Made me be better and not a cold heartless person
I never thought you would leave me
I was always so sure that you would be by my side forever
I honestly didnt notice you missing until a day later I think
I took for granted that you would come back to me
Thinking you just went out and would soon come back home
