The unthinkable

I love my family

Ady POV

We are sitting at the dinner table I'm talking to jack we are talking about different things but then I got bored so I went tot talk to Anut Pen I love her "hey Anut Pen what's up?" She is sipping wine she looks nervous "are you ok?" She start to talk "yes babe and nothing ready to eat what about you anything excited happening" I start to pick my nails a habit passed down form my mom I guess I can see that Anut Pen seen "do I have to get uncle Derek to beat someone's ass?" I laugh "no something kinda happened the other day with hailey...." I see blood start to come from my nail but I don't care I see pen look at me "and" I say stuttering "I almost um kissed her" her jaw dropped put then she looks down at my hands "hole shit Ady you are just as bad as your mom go look for her and see if she has a band aid" I go looking for mom and I then I found her she was helping cook she turns around "hey kiddo what's up?" I stutter again "do you um have a a band aid?" She looks down at me "baby let's go to the bathroom really quick" we walk in to this big bath room I sit on the floor I was shaking for no reason why does Hailey make me feel like this I pick up my phone and call her I forget my mom is standing there I call her straight to voicemail "hey Hailey I'm sorry I didn't mean for this to happen I understand if you never want to talk to me again I just want to talk to you one last time please please call me back" I say I was trying to to cry into the phone I put it down and pick at my nails more until mom puts her hands on mine "baby you know I love you right" I shake my head "yes I love you too I'm sorry go enjoy your self I will be out in a minute or two" she looks at me I don't look at her "no I'm ok I'll stay here till you want to go back out" we sit there for 5 minutes until i say we should go back out as we walk momma looks at Emmy and she just shake her head then we eat I wasn't very hungry but momma made me eat and I didn't want to be rude so I ate most of it.we are sitting there I was very hesitant but I think I was ready I stand up and say "hey guys I have to tell you something" everyone looks at me and stay quiet "I'm.. Gay"
I hear is "Dave you own me twenty bucks" I laugh and then every one says we know and congratulations. I love my family!

A/N the next chapter is going to be sad and have a big trigger warning