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~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ We only have a day left out here then we go back home for draining ass virtual learning.
Today we just planned on chilling and probably going to the mall. But from the looks of it Brielle & King was only worried about each other. But they cute or whatever!
Majority of the time I was the first one up. I woke up brushed my teeth, took a shower & started cleaning a little bit.
In the mist of me minding my business and cleaning up Zay walked out of the room.
"Goodmorning" He said walking out the room stretching.
"Morning" I said dryly whipping the counter. Not even facing him.
"Damn that was dry" he said approaching me. "No kiss no nothing?"
"Look, Honestly i'm not bout to play these childish ass games with you" I said frustrated "Either we gone work this out or you gone leave me the hell alone"
" Let's talk" he said walking back in the room.
Soon after I went into the room shutting the door. My body was tense I knew the type of games Zay liked to play, I refused to be a contestant to a nigga that wanted me first.
I sat down with my guard up not knowing how this conversation would go or even what it would lead up to.
"Soooo.." He said sitting down in the chair across from me
Pause.. Cause I almost slapped the hell out him for saying soo like he not the one that said "Let's talk".
Resume.....
I looked him in his eyes as I began putting my words together. Well trying to without getting irritated by the thought of the situation.
"Do you even really want a relationship?" I asked
"Honestly I do but it's hard for me." he huffed running his hands down his face.
"Hard for you how?" I asked "If you not then you can just say that and save me the stress" I added shortly after sighing.
"I didn't grow up with love around me or somebody actually caring about me Ciara"
"Okay but you think it's fair to me one minute to think we together then the next you texting somebody else?" I said "When I lost my dad & brother I lost the people that truly loved me and cared. So you can't use that in this case yeah it's sad and fucked up but so am I. I'm damaged, you leaving my life and coming back don't work for me" I said fighting that one little tear in my eye.
