Ciara went to go get them so we could go. The car ride was awkward as f*** and King had to sit in between me and Cam because I knew I would've punched him in his s***. I got home and got directly in the shower and was crying my heart out. I was so hurt this the first boy I opened up to and was with for longer than a month or two the one dude I can finally open up to f**k over me. I was in the shower for at least 30 minutes crying and blasting my Playboi Carti. I could hear my phone vibrating back to back but I did not care.
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I got out the shower lotioned up, put medicine on my scratches from the dirty h**s and threw on *pic*.
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Then I went in the living room and rolled a blunt and was smoking trying to ease my pain. Ever since I was 15yrs old I smoked to ease my pain because of my dead beat a** daddy. I was crying and smoking then I got a text.
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FF>> 20 minutes later I was high as a kite & between crying and smoking my eyes were hella puffy and red. With Cam I got attached other n****s I was just entertaining cause I was bored and he different. I snapped out of my thoughts when I heard a knock at the door, I got up looked out the peep hole and it was Ciara so I opened it. Ci: "aww noo" She said looking at me pouting and walking through the door Me: "whaa?" Ci: "Jayla your hurt" Me: "Nahh i'm straight i'll just get a new n***a & move on" I said as I shrugged my shoulders nd walked back to my couch. Ci: "I'm your bestfriend I know when you hurt and I know your just gonna try to ignore it til it don't bother you anymore....." She took a long pause "That's not good Jay, Jus talk to him" Me: "What you not getting? I'm done I don't care anymore" I said laying down The more I said I didn't care the more I knew I was lying to her and myself. We were just sitting on the couch listening to music and I was on my phone then there was a second knock at the door. Ciara got up and looked through the peep hole. Ci: "It's Cam & Zay" Me: "Don't op-" Before I could finish my sentence this b***h opened the door. Seeing him filled my eyes with heavy a** tears that I knew I couldn't hold in.. So what I did? I hopped up off the couch and walked fast as f**k to my room. Cam: "Bab-" He attempted to say before I hurried into my room Ci: "Zayyyy..I'm hungry" Zay: "Uber eats?" Ci: "I guess" CAM'S POV: I hated that Jayla was hurting and it was somewhat my fault. But, she could've just simply let me talk. The first female I say I love gone leave for some dumb s**t and it's pi***ng me off that she believe that lame a** h**. Jayla was different she ain't stay with me for money or s*x and she ain't feel entitled to gifts or my money. She was independent. Me and Zay got to her house and when I walked in she went straight to her room and I knew she was crying. Ci: "Why you standing in here n***a go in there!" Zay just laughed I walked into her room and it was dark as f**k and she was laying in her bed under the blanket. I heard her sniffle right when I walked in. Me: "Baby" Jayla: "Jayla" Me: "Why you doing that" Jayla: "Doing what? & I don't even know why your here.. ain't you got some h** to go f**k around with?" She said sitting up with tears in her eye and one falling. Me: "If i'm with you why the f**k would I be entertaining other females Jayla?" Jayla: "Well you not with me no more so go attend to your h**ly duties. But, I just wanna know hoe many people you cheated on me with?" Me: "Don't say that s**t no more you for me that ain't gone change, If you woulda let me talk to you instead of flashing your slow a** woulda knew we messed around like 2 weeks before I decide to make it official with you" Jayla: "I feel like you playing with me and my feelings and that's what i'm not bouta deal with" When she said that she was at this point in full tears Me: "I promise you we locked in" I said wiping her eyes and laying down in the bed next to her Also me: "I love you bruh" Jayla: "Yeah ight" Me: "Huh?" I said looking at her confused on why she playing with me JAYLA'S POV: I felt better talking to him but still felt a lil stupid. I love this boy and he knew it. Him: "Huh?" Jayla: "Ight" He grabbed me by my neck lowkey aggressive and started kissing me. I missed it, this boy was kissing me like it was his last time. He would break the kiss and look at me then continue. Him: "I said I love you" Me: "I love you too" When I said it I felt a tingle through my body we were still kissing for a while then he...
