Jungkook Centrics

Its too late

Author POV
The once 7 friends are now 6. The once 7 boyfriends are now 6. The once popular 7 are now 6. Jungkook the one got cornered by his 6 frie- boyfriends.

They called him slut, faggot, fat, ugly and etc. He tried changing himself for them. But still he is disappointed in himself for still being what they called him. His sadness and pain always disappears if he drink and smoke.

He really hate drinking beer and smoking. But however it helps reducing the heartbreak and sadness so why not?

His goal to reduce is 45kg or more. But current kg is 43kg. Unbelievable right?

Jungkook got off from his bike while smoking. Once he stepped out he throwed the stick on the floor crushing it. He reached out his hand in his bag taking a soju bottle opening it and drinked.

Jungkook POV
Satisfaction filled me once the liquid washed my mouth. Sighing with smile I entered the college while drinking the satisfaction.

"A broken heart is all that's left
I'm still fixing all the cracks
Lost a couple of pieces when
I carried it, carried it, carried it home
I'm afraid of all I am
My mind feels like a foreign land
Silence ringing inside my head,
Please, carry me, carry me, carry me home"
I shaked the bottle in my hand while singing my favourite song.

I saw 6 figures was leaning on a random locker while talking some shits which I don't give a fuck.

I stopped singing and drank my soju.

"Jungkook why are you drinking soju? I thought you don't like drinking such things" a voice said which I missed it for 2 whole fucking months.

Turning around I saw that it was Hobi-hyung. "Well does it bother you?" I asked back. "Don't be rude. I just knew you don't like such drinks that's why I asked".

"Well I love it now. Thanks for your concern anyway" I said opening my locker and placed my drink inside taking out a cigarette and a lighter.

"What the fuck?! Why the heck is your locker is filled with Soju's and cigarette box?!" and that was Taehyung shouting.

"Aihh you're being too loud. It's my locker anyway" I said feeling annoyed and lighted my cigarette. "Jungkook what's wrong with you? You're doing the things that you didn't like before" Jin-hyung said.

"So what? It's not like you guys are caring about me. Let me just do what I want to do" I said letting out a puff of smoke gas.

I flinched after feeling a slap on my hand making me to drop my cigarette. "THE FUCK IS YOUR PPROBLEM HYUNG" I shouted feeling annoyed yet angry.

"You changed a lot Jungkook. You changed too much a-after our break up" Taehyung said voice a bit cracking.

"So? Is it my fault that I changed. I had this 6 boyfriends who broke up with me because of fame and popularity. They called me names infront everyone and humiliated me forgetting that I am also a human who have feelings. But hey, I am not blaming them for this because the fault and mistake here is actually me. I am so stupid to trust them because I should've know at first that I am such an ugly faggot. A dumb Jungkook for not realising that why would people love him because he knew he is now poor to even afford a house" I said tears pouring down my eyes.

Taehyung POV
House? He can't afford a house?

"We're sorry okay. Really sorry. I really regret for breaking up with you. You don't have a house?" I heard Yoongi-hyung said or more like asked.

"Pfft. Stop it guys. Stop acting as if you care about me. I got played on so many times so stop hurting me more when I'm already broken. Yes I don't have a house but I will afford it soon if I work hard more" Jungkook said which definitely brought tears to our eyes.

He took a soju bottle opening but almost drinking it but I held his wrist. His wrist is like a stick. All I felt was bone. A sticking out bone.

"Fucking hell Jungkook. Why your wrist is like a stick?" I asked removing the bottle and gave it to Namjoon-hyung.

"Stop it now will you?! Stop giving me fake love. Stop giving me fake hope. All you do and give me is just FUCKING FAKE! FAKE! FAKE! Tch, Now that I think about it. What about your parents? What kind of love you give them? Fa-" I slapped him across stopping him continuing his sentences.

Author POV
"I know we did wrong. And we regret it. We're sorry for calling you names and humiliating you. I know a sorry won't fix this current situation. But listen here you Jeon fucking Jungkook you don't have any rights to talk about our parents. The problem is between you and 6 of us so don't you fucking dare bringing up our parents here" Taehyung snapped his fingers after finishing his sentence.

Jungkook looked back up at them tears brimming down his face. "Right. It hurts when someone talk about your parents right. You felt anger when I talk about your parents right. Then what do you think I felt when you made fun of my parents and talked bad about them infront of everyone in the college" Jungkook said poking Yoongi's chest.

"You got angry and slapped me because you wanted to protect your parents from me throwing tantrums on them. That's what I wanted to also do hyung before. I wanted to kick and punch all of you for talking like that but I didn't do it. Why? Because the day before you did that my parents died. They crashed their car with another car and they died just like that. I couldn't protect them anymore because I failed a lot of thing in my life. I failed as a son, I failed as a boyfriend, I failed as a student. Basically I failed my life. I'm alive but I'm dead. I'm alive physically but mentally I'm dead" Jungkook hit his chest feeling a slight pain.

All the others did was just to shed tears with Jungkook. Jimin didn't waste any seconds to crash Jungkook with a tight hug. "Sorry bunny. We're so sorry. I know nothing can change but we're terribly sorry"

Jungkook pushed away from the hug aggressively wiping his tears. "Its too late to these sorry's. We should've just avoided eachother instead of bringing up these damn memories. Give me my bottle" Jungkook snatched back his soju bottle from Namjoon and dranked it infront of them finishing the bottle and then throwing it out of the college smashing the bottle.

"There. Finish. I will forever drink and smoke it is so damn pleasuring" Jungkook wiped of the remaining liquids that was on his lips. "Jungkook you're just killing yourself slowly. Stop doing this" Yoongi said. "That's what I want hyung. To just die and disappear forever and never come back again. Just- you know" Jungkook shook his head scoffing.

"Anyways it was not nice meeting you guys but oh well it was fun talking to you though. I'll get going then" Jungkook smiled walking away while waving at them.

"This is not you Jungkook" Jimin muttered while sighing as he looked at Jungkook who skipped to his class wiggling his hips side to side.