Jungkook Centrics

Abusive parents returned

Jungkook POV
Its been 5 years I've left my abusive parents. Those 5 years I spend it with my lovely hyungs. They also know about my past, the cutting, hitting and my long lost voice in my head. I told them about my parents but never showed how they look like cause I don't have any pictures of them and I don't want to. But these past 1 week they've been scolding me for a small stuff. I've also getting my nightmares for past 3 days. Right now I am lying on my bed facing the ceiling as if it was soo interesting. Hyungs are in the living room laughing about something which I don't basically know. I looked at the time and it was (09:14 a.m). It's Saturday so we are resting. No vocal lesson or dance practice.

Taehyung POV
We were laughing and talking about how Jimin-hyung fall in the kitchen just now. "See. see is this how you fall" I said and impersonate him. I ended up laughing uncontrollably and contacting with the floor. I calmed down and sat on the couch back. "Is the dishes done" Jin-hyung asked. "I guess....no" Hobi-hyung said. "Who's turn today" I asked. "It's Jimin's" Suga-hyung replied. "But I'm tired. I swept the house today instead of Jungkook" Jimin said. "If you did his work then call him down he should wash the dishes" Jin-hyung said fairly. "I'll call him" I said and stood up. I walked to his room and knocked on his door. I waited for few minutes and finally he opened the door. "H-hyung. Do yo-you need an-anything" Jungkook stuttered. I looked at him. His eyes were swollen. His nose was soo red. He cried?.
"Hyung you okay?" I snapped back when Jungkook slightly shook me. "Huh?" I asked. "You okay? You knocked on my door but you zoned out" "Ah, Jin-hyung told you to come and do the dishes" I told him. "But today is Jimin-hyung's turn" he said. But it was pissing me off. Why can't he just say yes and come. "Do i need to explain it to you" I asked sternly. "N-no I ju-" I cut him off by shouting. "SHUT THE HELL UP AND JUST FREAKING COME DOWN IDIOT. ONLY DOING THE DISHES YOU STUPID. DON'T TALK BACK AND DO THE WORK. IDIOT!!" I shouted. Soon I widened my eyes realising what I said. I've never called him stupid or idiot. "I-I'm so-sorry hyung. I-I'll do it" I saw him wiping his tears which didn't stop. Jungkook went down and I followed him down. I went down and saw all of the hyungs eyes were on me. "What happened" Namjoon-hyung asked. "You called him stupid and idiot?" Hobi-hyung asked. I nodded feeling guilty. "You know we never planned in calling him names but only scolding him for not being clingy anymore" Jin-hyung said. I sat and sighed. "He asked too many questions and I got pissed then I shouted at him" I said while running my hands through my hair. I heard sobs from the kitchen which soon broke in cries. Suddenly we heard our front door being knocked. "I'll check" Jin-hyung said as he stood up and walked to the door.

Jin POV
I opened the door and met with a quite old couple about 50 years old. "I'm sorry but who are you?" I asked adding the 'I'm sorry' for not being rude. "We are related to Jungkook" they said in a rude way. I was confused at first but then letting them in. "Who are they?" Yoongi asked. "They said they are related to Jungkook" I said and shrugged. "I'll call him" I said and walked to Jungkook.

Jungkook POV
I was thinking about how V-hyung shouted at me. I didn't knew I was still crying until I felt someone tap on my shoulder making me flinch and wipe my tears. I looked back and saw "Jin-hyung" I said and splashed out my leftover water that was on my hand. I finished washing the plate. "You're done?" Jin-hyung asked and I nodded as response. Jin-hyung glanced over the sink and to the plate. "Good. After this clean the house and do the laundry" he said in a deep cold tone. "Okay" I said. "And also someone said that they are related to you and came here" I was confused. Who would come here especially for me. "Who?" I asked. "Stop asking question and come. Ugh Taehyung was right you ask too many questions. Get out now go there. They are waiting for you" . That hurted. "So-sorry hyung I'll go" I said and walked out of the kitchen. I walked to the living room and saw something that I didn't see in 5 years and didn't want to see. "You again?" I said in a very cold tone that shook my hyungs. "Who are they?" Taehyung asked. "They are my abusive parents that I told you guys" I said. All I heard was gasps. My hyungs stood up. "Why are you here again?" I asked. "You ran away again. You know what happens when you ran away slut" my so-called father said. "Why were you looking for me. To hurt me again. To beat me again. To call me names again. To tie me up and rape me again" by now I was crying and sobbing badly. My hyungs were shocked by the end of my sentence. Yes I was RAPED by my own step-parents. I pointed out the word TO everytime. "You knew my parents died. But what you did. You beat me and tell me I was a burden to my parents and that's why they died. You must've knew how it feels to have your loved one died but YOU. You pointed it out everytime. I was so young that time. But why? Why did you have to do that to me? I didn't even do anything. I just wanted to feel loved. Feel the parents love" I then faced my hyungs. "I know you made me smile, made me laugh and gave me love but why did you ignore me. Why did you scold me for small things? I told you about my tough past. I explained and opened up to you what I've gone through but still. Taehyung-hyung you know how I'm sensitive to harsh words but still. WHY? I'M ASKING WHY? YOU ALL KNOW HOW MUCH I SUFFERED. ABUSE, CUTTING, BULLY AND DEPRESSION. ALL I WANTED IS TO BE LOVED. ALL OF YOU KNEW. KNEW ABOUT MY LIFE WAS. LIVING WITHOUT PARENTS LOVE IS LIKE LIVING IN A DARK ROOM WITHOUT AN ESCAPE. I WANTED EOMMA TO COMFORT ME WHEN I'M SAD. I WANTED APPA TO PLAY WITH ME. AND I WANTED HYUNGS TO PROTECT ME. BUT I DON'T HAVE ANYTHING" I dropped on my knees. "Why? All I wanted was love. Was it too hard to give it to me. I am also a human. A human that also deserve love and attention. WHY. OUT OF THOSE PEOPLE OUT THERE WHY ME. ALL OF YOU SHOULD REGRET. REGRET WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO ME. Bu-but why am I willing to forgive you. Why my heart is telling to forgive you. All of you. I-" black dots covered my vision and finally it went completely black.

Jin POV
Everyone stood there letting guiltiness eating us. Jungkook shouting at all of us. Suddenly he dropped on his knees. "Why? All I wanted was love. Was it too hard to give it to me. I am also a human. A human that also deserve love and attention. WHY. OUT OF THOSE PEOPLE OUT THERE WHY ME. ALL OF YOU SHOULD REGRET. REGRET WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO ME. Bu-but why am I willing to forgive you. Why my heart is telling to forgive you. All of you. I-" suddenly he stopped and fainted. "We're sorry Jungkook-ah" their so-called parents said as they left leaving Jungkook and us. "Ju-Jungkook-ah hyung is sorry okay" I said as I carried him to my room and placed him on my bed. I sat down beside the bed followed by the others. "We really hurted him physically and mentally" Hoseok said as he brushed his thumb over Jungkook's hand. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have shouted at him. I also saw him crying before calling him down to do the dishes. But I shouted at him even knowing he is broken" Taehyung said and broke down crying. I hugged him "Shh it's okay. Just hope he'll forgive us after this" I said and kissed his forehead. "I was the one who established the idea to Ignore and scold him. I'm sorry too" Jimin also apologised. Suddenly we heard a groan I shot my head at where it came. It was Jungkook. He groaned and sat up. "Are you okay?" I asked. "Yeah" he answered shortly. I then kneeled down beside the bed shocking the others. "We're sorry Jungkook-ah. Pls forgive us"

Jungkook POV
"We're sorry Jungkook-ah. Pls forgive us" Jin-hyung suddenly kneeled down infront of me. I quickly got off the bed even though I was a little dizzy. "Hy-hyung pls do-don't do this" I said and grabbed hyung's arm. But then all of them kneeled down. "Hyungs pls. Pls don't do this" I begged but they stayed. "Not until you forgive us" Namjoon-hyung said. I sighed and hugged Jin-hyung. He was shocked at first but then hugged. "We're so so sorry. We didn't had any intention to hurt you" Jin-hyung said. "It's okay hyung. I forgive you. I am also sorry for shouting at you all just now" I let go of the hug and apologise. "We deserve it anyway" Yoongi-hyung said. "Bunny you didn't told us that your so-called parents raped you" out of blue Yoongi-hyung asked. "I was so disgusted and disturbed by that event. Not once but 10 years 365 days my so-called father raped me. So I was not ready" I said with couple of tears running down my face. "We're sorry" Yoongi-hyung said and hugged me. "Ca-can you a-all stand u-up now" I told them. They chuckled and stood up and I also did the same. "Let's get over this stupid thing now and sleep" Taehyung suggested and I nodded. All of us slept on the floor since the bed didn't fit 7 people.