This is my first ever book by which I started writing , so please don't mind my unexperienced writing skills 😅🙏.
Can is a sweet college student who has lot of friends . But nobody knows the true self of Can .
Can is suffering for Dissociative Ide...
Morning means starting of a new day . But my all mornings is same . Having DID is really so difficult . I can not even sleep due to my headaches and nightmares . It's 4am . I remembered , last night I wake up because of my that same nightmare . My head's hurting so bad . So I don't remember what happened last night . Maybe because of one of my personalities . 3 hours passed , but I can't even close my eyes . I'm scared to sleep . I'm scared of my nightmares . 'Can wake up, breakfast is ready. I made your favourite pancakes. ' I heard my mom called me . 'I'm coming mom.' I shouted . I finally wake up from my bed , then went to the bathroom to do my morning routine .
After finishing breakfast , I came to my room and started to be prepared for going to college . To be honest , I don't like to go to college . I don't have any friends in my class . As a good friend I only have Ae , but he is one years senior and our subjects are also different . I have friends but they are older than me and seniors . The second reason not wanting to go college is a certain person . More likely my bully . It's not like he bully me often , but whenever he got the chance he came to annoy me . It's true that he never hurt me physically . But he always humiliate me because he thinks I'm dirty and also poor . Well by the way , my family is not as rich as his family , but still we are financially stable enough . Sometimes I really got to annoyed but can't even talk back to him or complain against him . Why ? Because of two reasons . One, if I tried to talk back then maybe my one Personality will be triggered . Thanks to my pills , I have 10 % control over my DID . But whenever I got too stressed or mentally hurt , then it's impossible for me to control them . And second , his family is so rich . If I complain against him then the principal sure call my mom and inform something against me . And I don't want trouble my mom . She is already facing a lot of problems . I don't want to create new ones . So in the conclusion , I can't do anything against that rich a**hole . Suddenly I heard a beep sound coming from my phone and came out of my thoughts . I saw a message from my bestie Ae .
Ae and Can's chat : -
Ae : hey good morning , how r u now ???? Can : Good morning Ae , I'm fine . Ae : nice to hear that . Can : did something happen yesterday ??? I think I don't remember anything after 8:30 . Did something happen at Pond's house ??? Ae : yeah a lot happen ... It's me who managed to drag u from there at a right time 😑 Can : 😶😶😶😶😶 Ae : its just your one personality was about to take control . So before that I drag u out from our condo and sent u home . Can : MY PERSONALITY !!!!!! Which one ??????? Ae : Stop freaking out , u will trigger your anxiety . Calm down and breathe first . Can : fine , now tell me which personality was about to come ???? Ae : its ........ Cantaloupe . Can : 😕😕😕😕😕 Ae : so ... After I drag u out . Cantaloupe started whining saying that there was a lot of yumyum foods and he wanted to eat them all . Yummy foods always triggers Cantaloupe , maybe that's why u lose your control . Can : u did a greattttttt job Ae , that's why you're my bestie 😍. Ae : that's my duty Can . Now get ready quickly . I will wait for u at the gate . Can : okie .... See u . Ae : hmm.
After their conversation . Can got ready to go to college even though he doesn't feel like . He took his all things and also his pills inside his bag and went to college .
His outfit 👇
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