Can's pov
Pete called Ae and Pond after I came back into my right mind . Ae and Pond were worried but I told them nothing happened . Then we all decided to go to a empty classroom . Pete asked me about my condition . At first I was hesitated , but Ae assured me that Pete is loyal enough to keep a secret and Pond also promised to not to tell anyone . I take a deep breath to calm my anxiety and heartbeat . Then I told them about my disorder , anxiety and panic attacks and also my migraine . Pete kept hearing without any interruption . Pete is a medical student and also have some knowledge of human physiology . I also told about my pills . But I didn't mention anything about my step-dad , as I was still scared to remember or explain it . Ae also seemed to think that but didn't pressure me tell about that . I was done telling Everything . I was actually getting so nervous as I never talked these much . Pete suggested me that I do need to talk and communicate with others as I sometimes really sutter while talking . Pete was gentls and didn't show any interest to judge me . He also have a lot of knowledge of how to control my anxiety . He told me to not to stop breathing at any cost while having a panic attack . Well , I will definitely try to do that . I was actually feeling good after a long time and feeling secured . But still I was not protected .
Tin's pov
I don't know but I was feeling more down than before . I was supposed to be happy after bulling my favourite target . But still I was feeling more miserable . I am either not happy nor sad . It's a mixed feeling of sad , annoyed , pain etc. I'm really getting complicated . Not wanting to say , but I have never enjoyed bulling him or I want to say ..... Can . I never called his name out because it's give a weird felling . Whenever his name came in my mind , I always feel like having butterflies in my stomach . Whenever I saw him , my heart start jumping as if it will come out of my chest . I don't know what these things are , I don't know why I feel like that . I thought it will gone after bulling or annoying him , but it becomes worst than before . Even if I have feelings for him , I'm sure he doesn't like me . Even though he is weak , fragile and never talk much , he still is strong enough not to breakdown in tears or fight back with others . I'm really going through a mental crisis right now . Pete is my best friend , should I ask him about it ? Can I believe my own feelings for Can ? I have a lot of questions but don't have any answers . I think I should find a way quickly .
I snapped out of my thoughts when I saw some boys are running as if they want to save themselves from a serial killer . I was not interested to know but still just seeing wouldn't hurt , right ? I went there to check but what I saw felt like seeing a ghost . I saw him ....... Can .
After seeing the whole incident I was confused in higher level . The weak and fragile boy whom I know , is looking just like a devil . I was too shocked to move from there . Then I saw Pete slowly approaching them . They talked for a few seconds and I saw them going together . I was so far that I didn't hear anything . I was curious , I was shocked , I was bewildered , I was also scared for Pete , what if he hurt Pete too , what's even wrong with Can ? I was literally having a confusion . So I decided to follow them . Then I saw that shortie friend and that tall white friend also join them . Can was looking more relaxed than before . His facial expression was no longer that scary . Now I'm more confused 😶.
I saw them going into an empty room . I thought of following them . When I reached the door , I heard Can something talking . I kept hearing without making a sound .
After 30 mins , their conversation finally ended . But what I heard left me felt guilty and regretted . I was dumb to not understand his condition sooner . After knowing about his anxiety attack after my bulling , I regretted bulling him . I was feeling pain in my chest and was suffocating due to guiltness . I was ashemed of myself but I was also confused . I never felt like that . I have bullied others to , but it felt different . I never felt hurt for anyone but for Can I felt like drowning in guilt . I think I can trust u Can , sorry for making you upset . I will never judge you for your problems , in fact it made me feel more deeper than before . I think I found my feelings , but I still need to make sure . I will not let you know that I already know about it . Someday I will make you feel comfortable with me enough to me about it by yourself .
' I will make you mine Can forever .'
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(A/n :- Here starts main twist 😉)(I like this two fanarts so much UwU 😍)
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My Multiple Personality Lover ❤️ TINCAN
RomansaThis is my first ever book by which I started writing , so please don't mind my unexperienced writing skills 😅🙏. Can is a sweet college student who has lot of friends . But nobody knows the true self of Can . Can is suffering for Dissociative Ide...