Nothing To Lose (One Direction Fan-Fic)

Forget, Forgot, Forgotten.

I tried to get out the door before he got there. But it was already to late. The familiar scream of my dad bellowed throughout the house, "SYLVIE!" He slurred. He was drunk, very drunk. I started to shake and hid inside the laundry basket. Thumps of his feet vibrated against the ground.

The lid lifted off the top of the basket and a large hand grabbed my hair and pulled me out. I lay sprawled out on the ground. Tense, eyes squinted, shaking. Trying my hardest to be prepared for what was coming. Then it happend.

I screamed as the feeling of pain took over my stomach. A hand whipped across my face.

"DON'T YOU DARE HIDE FROM ME!" He yelled. as he stood on my shins and twisted my ankles.

Tears streamed down my face. "Now get out of my sight you little brat." He said aggresivley.

I quickly got to my feet and limped towards my bedroom and locked the door. I sat on my bed and analyzed my ankle.

It was swelling up and had turned a dark shade of red. I walked into my ensuit and surveyed my face in the mirror. My left cheek had a red hand print on it.

I sighed and turned the shower on. I grabbed my razor and got undressed,Hopped into the shower.

All the mental pain i was im was just unbearable. No one had loved me. All people said to me was hate hate.

Hell, I don't even know what love is! I picked up my razor and began to shave my legs. My hand slipped and the blades of the razor slit my leg. Blood slipped out of the cut, trailed down my legs and down the drain.

All the mental pain I was feeling before just flew out the window, all i was focused on now was the stinging sensation on my leg. But somehow it felt better, less painfull. I grabbed the razor and cut my leg again. I forgot how horrible it was to not be loved.

I cut my leg again. I forgot about how horrible my dad was.

I slit a cut on my leg. I forgot how everyone beats me up and calls me fat and ugly at school.

I cut and cut and cut. Until my mind was blank.

concentrating on the pain my legs were in. After all these years. I had finally found a cure to all of this terrible terrible pain

Or have I?

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