Nothing To Lose (One Direction Fan-Fic)

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When I woke up  I found myself back at Nandos. My downstairs area hurt like hell. I stood up and hobbled over to Zayns car it was dark now and getting late. I was absoulutley terrified. I decided I wasn't going to tell the boys. It was just to embarrasing.

I started the engine ad drove off. I had arrived at the boys house again.

"SYLVIE!" Screamed Niall as he enveloped me in a hug. I flinched at his touch. I quickly untangled myself from his grip.

I ran upstairs and into my room locking the door after me. I threw myself at the bed and cried. I let all of my emotions. I was horrified. I felt so filthy and I didn't even struggle. I heard  a silent knock at the door.

"Go away!" I sniffed.

"Sylvie?" Said a calm voice. "It's me Zayn. "Can I please come in?" I slowly dragged myself off the bed and unlocked the door letting Zayn in. I sat on the bed again and buried my head in my now grey pillow.

I heard footsteps enter the room and the door lock.

I felt Zayn walk over to me. I looked up. He reached out towards me. I jumped and cowered away pushing myself up against the headboard. Zayn held his hands up in a surrender notion. He slowly moved towards me and rubbed my bag. I began to calm down as his hand drew circles on my back. I lay down and the bed sunk as he joined me. I hugged him tight and began to cry.

"Sssh, It'll be okay." He whispered into my hair. Zayn was super sweet even though he didn't know what happend he was still there for me. I shook violently as loud sobs racked through my body.

I buried my head in his chest. "Zayn." I whispered. "Hmm?"

"Can I tell you a secret? But you have to swear not to tell anyone." I said chuckling nervously.

"Sure."

"Well. When I was out I..I got." I stuttered.

"Raped." I whispered.

I looked at his face. He was frozen.

"By who?" He said quietly.

"I don't know."

I saw him take a large gulp. I saw his fists clench and his knuckles turn white. He looked so angry you could almost see steam coming out of his ears. He looked, Jealous.

He stood up and walked out of the room.

"Zayn wait! Come back!" I called after him.