Y/n pov
I went to the backfield to find shawn, when i reached there i saw he was sitting on the corner stair of the field. I went toward him and sat near, "where were you? I and Anna are finding you all over! , what happened? Are you ok shawn? " I asked him. "Yeah! I'm fine y/n " He replied. He looked upset so i asked him again "are you sure?" He stayed quiet for seconds and then... He started crying. He turned towards me and hugged me tight! He was crying very much,watching him cry I got emotional too. I made him feel comfortable. And asked "what happened shawn!? Those boys troubled you again?". He embarrassingly told me what all happened with him . " I never spoke it to anyone but y/n you seem so comfortable to me, and I feel that I can trust you the most! I feel trapped in because of all this. It's been 2 years that its happening continuously! I never got so much courage to complain to teacher or to tell my parents. I feel soo weak y/n everyday I think to die but something stops me to do that. I can't take it anymore!".
I felt soo bad and got emotional. "I'm proud of you that till date you kept all this in your heart, if I would have been on your place I would have lost my patience.but you should at least now tell this to teachers, cuz I... can't see you this way anymore! It feels soo bad to me to see you like that. Please inform the teachers shawn! " I said.
"Y/n it'll take some time but for sure I'll be this confident some day to tell this all to my teachers and family." Shawn said
"When's that someday coming? Do you think it's easy for me to see you like this? If you would have loved someone then you would have understood what it feels like seeing the one in trouble! " I said angrily and crying to shawn.
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Shawn's pov
She looked at me and told that she loves me in that indirect way. I was shocked!
"You.. You love me? " I said.
She was crying and replied with "yes I do".
" What's there to love me!... I mean I don't think there's anything to fall for me... I'm useless and also weak. " I said.
"Yeah you are! So am I." She replied.
I asked "why do you think like that!? "
"Because being your friend I couldn't make you strong enough to fight them all, and that shows how weak and useless I am ".
She said.
I felt quite embarrassed . " I'm sorry! It's my fault, I never stood up for myself and always kept quiet for all that happened. I'm sorry for making you feel like that y/n, but trust me it's all my fault not yours You tried your best "
I said while shedding a few tears.
"So what are you gonna do next? Cry like this or do something? And if you're gonna keep crying like this I'm going then"
She said.
" No y/n I'm not gonna cry! I'll face them off and inform the teachers " I replied to her wiping my tears.
" Great then! Finally I'll feel that you're strong to face them" Y/n said .
"But before everything I want to tell you something! " I said looking at her
"What's that? " Y/n replied
"No one made me feel like you! You always support me and make me strong, you're so comfortable to me and I don't want to loose you Y/n. You're special for me!
But I don't know about my true feelings. My friends say that maybe I love you, but I'm not sure because I never felt how it feels to be in love with someone! ".I said to Y/n.
" Well even I don't know your feelings for me and thus I don't want you to make any effort on us! I just want you to focus on studies and be confident enough! So just forget that I love you and focus on whatever I said " Y/n replied
"But y/n..." I didn't complete the sentence and she went saying bye.
