Asleep {Kiani} -Book 1-

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Once we got home from the awesome day of seeing the city we both wanted to just relax. I went to get my laptop as so did Jordan. We ended up just siting on the couch looking at our own screens. I wanted to look at my tumblr, maybe not the best thing to look at when I'm hiding the fact I'm gay. Oh well. I also checked my emails and stuff like that.

After I while I moved the computer over and stretched out.

"Jordan can I use your shower?" I asked

"Sure thing" he smiled at me

"Thanks"

I got up and left my stuff there.

*Jordan's POV*

After about five minutes of him in the shower I felt like going to his tumblr. I know I shouldn't snoop at his things but he left his computer open. The fact he never had told me his tumblr is bothering me, I want to know it. I shrugged It couldn't be that bad, unless he's a murder that blogs about it.

I pull the laptop into my lap and searched tumblr. I immediately realized why he didn't ever show me. He had a LGBT rights tumblr blog. I felt my face heat up as I scrolled through some of his feed. There were a lot of gifs and pictures of men making out. I looked at his actual blog and looked there for a few.
Then I came across something from about two weeks ago.

'My coming out story'

My heart raised. I mean it's unlikely for a allie to have this kind of a blog so I guess I should have known.

As I read his story I felt myself about to cry. He talked about how his parents never accepted him and how he felt like a bad person when he was around them. I myself didn't know how hard it was to come out to such parents. I'm bisexual myself but my parents are the most accepting people ever. I guess Will hasn't had the best support system in his life and hasn't had a safe place to just be himself. I don't know how parents could love their kids less for having a different sexuality than straight.

"Jordan.. What you looking at?" I heard

I looked up as saw Will in Pjs.

"Will.. I- I'm sorry, I kinda looked at your tumbr." I told him

No point in lying, he caught me.

"W-what?!" He asked

He took a step back and held on to his arms. He was like hugging himself.

"How much do you know?" He barley mumbled out.

"I know your gay, I read your coming out story" I truthfully told him.

He started crying,
"Please don't hate me Jordan, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry" he cried

I rushed over to him and pulled him into a hug. I brought him to the couch and we sat, him hugging into me crying and I just comforting him.

"Why are you saying sorry? There is nothing wrong with being gay. I'm Bisexual myself" I told him

"Y-your not going to call me a freak and hit me?" He asked still crying

What?! Why would he ever think I would dare do that?

"Why do you even think I would do that Will?" I looked into his eyes

He told me about the dream he had when he fell asleep on my couch the other day. Saying he came out to me and I had hit him and called him a faggot. I cringed at it.

"I could never do that to anyone, mostly you." I told him

He gave me a sad smile but he was still not himself. He was still scared of something.

"Well you know everything else and you would have found this on my tumblr too." He looked up to my eyes "I like you,"

He looked away quickly, scared to see my reaction.

"Will are you serious?" I asked

"Yes" he said

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I'm dead from my own story..... Don't judge me but I cried a little reading this part....