Asleep {Kiani} -Book 1-

The End?

"I guess we are cutting the guest room out of the picture" he laughed

"Well unless you want to sleep alone..." I teased

"No!"

"Well then come fall asleep with me." I said

He laid down quickly on the side he slept on last night. I didn't know how he could sleep in a shirt, they bother the hell out of me. I took my shirt off and then curled up next to Will. I saw him look up and start to blush. He closed his eyes and began to fall asleep.

"I love you Jordan" he whispered

I felt my heart raise, he loved me, he really did love me. I mean I've had relationships before , but this time it's different. I know him on a best friend level, and he loves me as much as I love him. Oh I should probably stop overthinking and respond...

"I love you too Will" I replied to him and lightly kissed his head.

I soon fell asleep, tonight not holding my best friend but my boyfriend. Amazing how one day can change so much.

Today just seemed so unreal, so perfect that it couldn't be real life.

*Wills POV*

"Well unless you want to sleep alone..." He teased me

"No!" I protested

"Well then come fall asleep with me." He smirked and grabbed my hand.

I didn't know how this had worked out, we both liked each other. I curled up against him and just enjoyed us.

"I love you Jordan" I whispered

I was so scared that it was too soon to say that I loved him. What if he didn't feel like it was time to say it back? What if I'm taking things too quick?

"I love you too Will" he said finally

I smiled happily that he was okay with saying it back. I soon felt him fall into sleep and his breathing slow. I wanted to sleep but I was in love with watching his chest rise and fall. Weird I know, but every little thing he does is perfect. Then what I was trying to ignore snuck into my thoughts.

My parents, They would kill me if he knew what I was doing right now. Even if they know I'm gay they still don't want me to act on my feelings.

I pushed my head more into the blanket on Jordan's chest, I tried to ignore my parents words running in my mind.

'This is just a faze' 'you'll get over these feelings' 'God didn't make homosexuals, you are being pressured into these thoughts' 'you'll go to hell if you stay like this'

I felt my stomach turn, I felt sick. I quickly ran to the bathroom and threw up in the trash.

I was kneeling on the floor over a trash can quietly sobbing, I looked pathetic. I just wanted them to accept me. I felt even more tears run down my cheeks.

"Will? what's wrong babe?" I heard behind me.

I wiped my tears and looked up at Jordan, he looked so worried.

"I'm fine" I mumbled

Why was I such a baby? I couldn't stop crying! He walked over and sat next to me on the floor.

"Will, please I love you" he placed a kiss on my cheek.

I told him about what happened, and how my parents are very religious. He sat there the whole time not saying anything, just listening.

"Listen baby, I know it's hard but you can stay here for as long as you want. You can stay here for 10000 years if you need or want. I can try to help your parents understand that you are still their son and they should love you. Some people just can't be persuaded" he said once I was done explaining.

He kissed me and looked into my eyes. I don't deserve him but I have him, but I'm so glad I do.

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AN
And now We get to the part of where I got the title......
And now we say goodbye, maybe forever, maybe only temporary we shall see.
Goodbye my dearest readers, go enjoy the next little forever.