Through Days And Nights SAHYO

Chapter 28

Park Jihyo

It's been five days since we decided to stay here in our house

In five days, it is torture for us

Seeing her suffering,

She doesn't want to eat,

She can't move sometimes,

Worst

When she is choking blood

She's doesn't want to eat, when I'm asking her to eat she said she doesn't have an appetite.

Every night I cry on my bed looking at her breathing weakly, hoping that tomorrow I can still see her eyes, her smile

I can still hear her teases, jokes.

"Park" she called me I walked to her seating on a couch looking through the window

"Yes, babe?" I asked her

I started to call he babe too, not because she asked me to do it

I feel like it's right to call her like that

She smiled faintly at me, her eyes is not that bright anymore, her smile is not that big anymore

She's weak,

And she's still trying to survive.

"I love hearing you call me babe," she said to me

"Tomorrow is your birthday, do you have plans?" She asked me weakly

Yeah, I forgot that tomorrow is my birthday.

"How did you know?" I asked her surprised

"Because I love you," she said to me and smile

And I hugged her,

I still can not say that I love her too because I don't know there is still something pulling me not to that's why I show it through actions

"I don't have plans, maybe we can just celebrate here? Just the two of us? How is that?" I asked her

"Are you asking me a date?" She teased me

"Are you willing to be my birthday date Ms. Minatozaki?" I asked her

"I would love to," she said to me

I helped her to lay on the couch and she tap the space beside her

I snuggle beside her and put my head on her chest,

I heard her heart beating slowly beating

"Are you going to sleep?" I asked her

"Nope, I'm just enjoying this moment, you in my arms," she said to me still her eyes are close

I pray to God that I hope this moment and this feeling is will permanently tinted to my heart and mind.

After minutes I felt her steady breathing

"Tsk, enjoying moment my ass" I mumbled when I felt that she's already sleeping

I closed my eyes and hug her to sleep too

I WOKE UP past lunchtime, Sana is already awake, looking at me

"Why are you looking me like that?" I asked her she's smiling at me

She shook her head, "nothing. I just like looking at you" she said still smiling

"Are you hungry? I will cook for us" I said to her and stand up

"I'm not hungry," she said to me

"But you have to eat, so you will have an energy," I said to her

"What's the point?" She asked me and I took a deep breath

"Are we going to argue again because of this?" I asked her but she chuckled

"Nope, but you always win tho," she said. And I smiled at her

"Good girl, I will just cook then after we eat I will go to the grocery store to buy ingredients that I will need for tomorrow" I informed her

"Do you need Momo's help?" She asked me

"No babe, I'm fine I can handle it" I said while I'm in the kitchen

" but call her to accompany you for a short time while I'm out," I said to her but she didn't answer me.

When I look at her she's still laying on the couch, before I got worried I saw her still breathing.

Damn! It scares me every time

After we eat, I helped Sana clean herself

At first, I'm very much embarrassed, touching her here and there

I can't even focus on what I'm doing don't ask me why but I will tell you, because of her body

Although it's skinny, her abs is still visible

"Take care babe," she said to me when I'm walking to her car

"Yes, babe! call me if you need anything okay? I will be quick!" I said to her and run back to her to hug her

I kissed her on the cheek before I run to her car again and drive away without looking at her face

I know it's a smug face again, and I'm not gonna show her how red my face is right now.

AFTER I bought all the ingredients that I will need tomorrow I drive as fast as I can because the sun is about to set,

Sana and I agree to watch it every day.

"Sana? I'm home!" I yelled when I step inside the house but she's not on the couch

I put the paper bags on the counter and walk to our room she's not there too

In bathroom

I run outside the house calling her name but she's didn't answer me

I'm getting anxious, stupid Jihyo I shouldn't leave her here!

What if something happened to her?

There is a lot of scenario playing on my mind now.

"Sana!! Answer me! Where are you?!" I yelled one more time but no one answer

Then I run to the last place and that was at the back of the house, where is the swing at

And then there she is, seating looking at the sun that is not setting yet

"Sana, I have been calling you many times why you didn't respond?" I asked her I know worry is visible on my face

"I didn't hear you," she said to me "I'm sorry, don't worry I'm fine," she said to me and held my hand

"I have been yelling inside the house, don't do that again!" I said to her and wipe the tears on my cheek.

"I'm sorry babe," she said and hug me

"I won't do it again, stop crying i am sorry," she said soothing my back

When I finally calm down we sat down on the swing

"I'm sorry for overreacting, it's just that I thought something happened to you, I can't forgive myself if that happens," I said to her

"Hey, I'm fine. It's my fault I should have left a note inside the house or at least something that will inform you that I'm here" she said to me

"How are you? Do you feel something?" I ask her "is there something painful to you?" I added

"Nope, I'm fine babe. As long as you are here. I love you " she said to me

I didn't speak, instead, I kiss her