So the idea to write this story popped into my head at 2:20 in the morning and it would not let me go to sleep. this is my first story on wattpad so i encourage criticism that is not ridiculous in nature.... no need for me to go ninja assassin in this bitch lol. Sooooooooo.... i guess enjoy vote comment blah blah blah. Also this is my first story so don't kill me please.
Prelude
Monday morning
*Ajay's point of view*
"Dude, what the actual fuck is going on?!" Trevor screamed at me. Ugh i knew this was coming as soon as i had walked into the school halls and saw all the photos stuck on every locker with the caption "PAYBACK IS A BITCH AJAY" written on them. And to think it's just the first day of senior year. Why did this have to happen to me? This is one of the times that i'm glad that my parents insisted on carrying us to school two hours before it started on the first day.
Apparently i did something to someone and they decided to out me as revenge. I mean, even though I had planned on coming out soon, I had only planned on telling one person at a time, starting with my best friend Trevor, not full blown IM AJAY AND I LIKE COCKS, CAN I SEE YOURS! to the whole school. I had wanted to ease into it, you know, get people used to the idea.
"Ajay, i'm waiting" Trev seethed. I couldn't help but moan a little mentally at how hot Trevor looked. I mean, even though i looked hot with my tanned and built shape with a a six-pack, dark brown hair, green eyes, a great ass and big cock, as i had been told-insert smirk here- i was nothing compared to Trev. Trev was the same height as me at 6'2, but he was thicker and hotter than I was. with an even nicer ass, more muscles, black hair, killer cheekbones, and ocean blue eyes, Trev was a sex god among the guys at Mckayla High. And damn was he fiiiiiine when he is angry I thought. And yes, i know how cliche it is for me to love my best friend, dont judge me!.
"Uhhhh... i'm gay?" I answered/asked him. Why did my life have to get this complicated? I mean ok i might find guys more attractive and sexier than girls, but was it really that bad? aren't we all human, why all the labels?
“Really, like I couldn’t tell from the photo taped on my locker of you sucking this guys face off, that you like it up the butt.” He snarled at me. Ok i understand that this is kind of a shock but did he have to be so mean about it? So i didn't tell my best friend of 12 years that i was gay for about 6 of those years, big deal right?
"Actually....."
Conscience this is really not the time. I know its a big deal ok?
"Ok Trev i know your mad at me." I start. And he had a right to be i guess. We had pretty much told each other everything about ourselves, our likes, dislikes, and deepest secrets,(except this of course). And it's not like Trevor hates gay people, since his older sister Laura is bisexual, and he was totally cool with it.
"Damn right i am" he grumbles. "but easing your sense of betrayal of not being the first to know is gonna take a backseat to the fact that my parents hate gays about as much as lady gaga loves us, and even you can tell she loves our little gay asses." I snap at him.
"If they find out about this, oh God, i'll become a hobo. ill walk down the streets in the same pair of clothes with my mangy, malnourished dog following me as i beg people for money. ill have to become a prostitute and sell my body for food to eat, then i will probably get into doing drugs to deal with the pain..." I drone on melodramatically.
"Ajay"
"Then my life will become a movie after i die, called the miserable gay hobo"
"Ajay"
"Then nobody will attend my funeral since my body would be left fot the other hobos to eat..."
"AJAY SHUT THE FUCK UP" Trevor screamed at me again. when i say scream at me i really mean scream. Normally when Trev talks its with a deep sensual voice that sends shiver down my spine, but when he gets mad or upset his voice raises an octave or 20.
"Bitch, i think im able to bitch and moan about my life right now that is ruined thanks in no small part to you and your stupid party" i shot back at him
Hmph damn party. why the hell did i go to that damn thing anyway.
*FLASHBACK*
Friday Night
"DUDE THIS PARTY IS THE FUCKING SHIT" i shouted at Trev over the music of LMFAO's party rock anthem. Trev threw the best parties like ever. Any occasion, anytime, just name it and he would throw one. This particular one was a senior class party for everyone to get to know each other after orientation, before school started on Monday. With a two-story house equipped with multiple guest rooms, multi-colored laser and strobe lights, a bar that was always fully stocked, and an awesome dj system makes for a particularly great party central for any event. A bigger bonus is that Trev's parents own their own extensive photography business, so their normally away for months at a time. They dont care that he has parties; as long as he cleans up the day after he can have them.
"I KNOW DUDE ITS SO AWESOME" he shouted back "I PLAN ON GETTING LAID TONIGHT BRO" hegrinned at me.
"ME TOO BRO GO FOR IT" i shouted to him as i put a fake smile on. Oh God that hurt my heart. I dont care how cliche it is, im in love with my best friend. i want to be the one he loves and makes love to everyday. but alas, tis not meant to be as he is as straight as a line. i lament mentally. i need a drink i think as i head to the bar. As soon as i waded through the grinding bodies of my senior class to get to the bar, LMFAO's song Shots comes on.
Instantly im cheered up. "THIS IS MAH SONG BITCHES" i shouted out. "LETS GET FUCKED UP" i shouted when i reached the bar. I dedicated this shot to my still aching heart as i got fucked up. HARDCORE. After that, i remember bits and pieces.
Dancing to Rhianna's skin.
A cute guy dancing with me.
A name, Zack
Dirty dancing.
Going upstairs, making out with him.
Door opening, but not caring who it is or even looking.
Getting his number, then going to Trev's room.
Then it goes blank.
When i wake up in the morning i'm in Trevs bed while he is on the floor.
damn that was one fun party.
*END FLASHBACK*
So what you guys think? feedback is feedback so let me know please and thank you.
p.s. its almost 430 so im not edidting right now gonna crash and go sleep now lol
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Roman pour AdolescentsAiden Jacobs, known as Ajay, is an attractive guy. Tall, well-built, a sports fan, and popular, Ajay seems to be the perfect jock at Mckayla High. However, Ajay is a closeted gay, or at least was before he was caught kissing another guy at a party b...
